Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Pigtails

Today I worn pigtails with my beanie as a request from Daddy. I received so many compliments about my look today...it really floored me. Do you realize how quick I was able to get ready???  Could I have been like this my entire life?? Have I been wasting my time on “doing” my hair? I could have been super simplistic this whole time!!!

I have to say I felt super cute and sexy with pigtails in my hair. I’m just going to have to figure out how to incorporate this look with other outfits...and how to get my hair to grow!!

Until tomorrow...

Germs

I’ve always been that person that washes their hands too much...uses hand sanitizer to the point of burning my skin..been scolded my the dermatologist for over doing the cleaning of my hands. Yes...that has always been me. It started back when I worked in a vault and handled money all day. Let me tell you...money is gross!!! Literally your hands would be black by the end of the day. Just think about how many hands touch money and where all those hands have been...some people even stash money in places you don’t want to know about...gggaaaerrroooossss!!

Anyway... Because I have always thought about what my hands has touched....I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around being cautious of the air I’m breathing!! I mean I was walking around in the grocery store today very conscious about the air I was breathing...or should I say the other peoples germs I was breathing...then the meaning of social distancing kicked in for me...I could feel a mild panic attack coming on...but I stopped myself.

I checked out by myself and made sure I didn’t get closer than 6 feet yo anyone else....but then my mind was racing about all the germs I’m walking through from breath that is still lingering where I walked! Can I even keep myself away from these germs!!!???

I don’t want to be panicked and lock myself in a closet...but I don’t want to get sick or get anyone sick. I don’t want other people’s germs but I want to keep working and envolved in the community.

Damn it sucks...

Until tomorrow

Colorado Spring

I’ve never enjoyed the weather as much as I so here in Colorado. Even with the winters.

All my life I’ve been in places where spring was all of a month long... and then it’s hot as hell for 7 months.

I enjoy the beautiful sunrise and sunsets. I enjoy being able to sit on the patio without sweat running down your back. Or being able to not have your hair moist with perspiration all the time.

I enjoy being able to cuddle with Daddy all year round. Not having to be hot...breathing air that is not saturated with water is awesome.

I love it here...

Until tomorrow

Marked

It was a night of savage sex. Daddy introduced me to a new version of an orgasm...

As Daddy turned me on by kissing me all over...and wrapping his hands around my throat....he aroused my body with his hands all over me. Using his powerful hands to squeeze and grab wherever he wanted.

As he slowly moved inside me making me lose my breath with his size filling me up...as he moved me to my first orgasm he took a bite on my neck as I’m climaxing and it just look it to a different level. He then repeated my orgasms by bringing me to another orgasm in a different way...by the time we finished my emotions were a wreck and my body didn’t know how to handle the new found feelings....he had fucked me stupid!! Lol

Quarantine can continue like this...lol

Until tomorrow

Spread the love...

I’ve talked to more of my friends in the last week than I have in the last year...and that’s sad. We need to make sure we are supporting each other in the normal times too. That’s on me too...I’m terrible about thinking I need to call someone and then I wait and another month goes by.

I have made sure that I tell loved ones and friends how much they mean to me and remind them that I’m here if they just wanna talk.

Daddy has been my rock..and I tell him multiple times a day that I love him. I urge everyone to tell the ones you love the most exactly how you feel...enjoy every moment together!!

Until tomorrow

No frills...

I know that I’m about to sound like a whiney baby...but I didn’t realize how much I needed the outside world until it’s totally cut off. My nails are horrible, my eyelashes are slowly going away, my hair needs done ASAP...but no can do...everyone is closed. I can’t even go anywhere to find good false eyelashes...their closed!!

Then there is the grocery situation. Yes the grocery is open...but everything that I normally buy is out. I’m having to find different options and if you know me...you know that me and meal planning is hard!!

Daddy and I are still working doe now...so at least we aren’t having to just stay locked up in the house...and I guess I should count my blessings that we have not been or know anyone effected by the virus...and Lord knows I feel for those that are stuck home with multiple children that are bored out of their minds...

Crying over...thanks for listening

Until tomorrow

Thankful...

I know I talk about how thankful I am for Daddy...but I just can’t help it.

In this time of uncertainty and dealing with the changes that happen daily I can’t help but to think what or how I would be without him. I mean I think about all those people out there that are alone and have to deal with all of this by themselves. I don’t know if I could do it...

Part of being a submissive is needing someone to take control and be the one that pushes you to be more. Daddy is that for me and so much more.

Being with him gives me a constant feeling of being save. No matter what is happening or not knowing what is coming down the road...as long as I am with him I’m not worried. He is so strong and reassures me daily by just taking my hand and kissing me. Simple little things he does, that I’m sure he doesn’t even recognize that he is doing has me feeling safe and secure at all times.

Thank-you Daddy...

Essentials Only

The more crazy it gets out there the more I am just appreciating my simple pleasures...my Daddy to be more specific.

When it gets down to it...he’s all I need. Whether it’s right beside him on the couch or getting texts from him when we are apart. He’s my grounding grace. As long as we have each other...we have all we need.

I’m thankful every day that we found each other. I’m thankful that he has made a life for me like I dreamed. I’m thankful that he made me his and cherishes me. I’m thankful that he gives me butterflies like a school girl even after almost 2 years.

You are my everything Daddy...and I wouldn’t want to be anywhere in the world without you. Thank you for everything my Love.

Until tomorrow...

A good glass of wine...

I’m sitting here cuddled up to my Daddy with a good glass of wine. All the thoughts that have filled my mind with stress and mess are gone. I had a conversation with an employee today that was over stressed and worried. I told asked her if she could control anything that she was worried or stressed about...and she said No...so I asked her why she was worrying about it?

I had to ask myself the same question. We can only control what we can...and everything else we have to take it as it comes.

So enjoy every moment because we don’t know what is going to happen next or can we control it. But I can control my snuggle with Daddy and how close I am to him.

Enjoy that good glass of wine and evening with the one that keeps you warm...

Until tomorrow

Comfort

I love my comforts more than anything. You know...the daily little things that just help you to enjoy a little moment or get through the day. For a child it could be a blankie or a stuffed animal or a binkie. For me it’s my coffee, a good glass of sweet tea and cuddled up to my Master.

I’m a coffee lover to the core. It love coffee shops and trying new things. I love hot or cold...I love it all. I’m passionate about my sweet tea too... It’s hard sometimes to be away from the south just because of sweet tea!!

But having Master by my side...it’s what I wait for daily. Just having his body heat next to mine is enough to quite my mind and make me relax. When he holds me tight every night I am in heaven...and I dread each day when the sun comes up and I have to be apart from him. We don’t even have to talk...just being beside each other is enough.

No matter what stresses we have...a good cup of coffee and my Daddy...I’m good.

Until tomorrow...