Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Look to the Positives

With everything looking so glum lately and the news not making it any better...I’m working hard to try and find a positive in every situation.

When things just seem to be taking hit after hit on you and everyone else around you...you have to figure out how to keep smiling. Sometimes it’s through humor...and you jut have to laugh at all the things that just don’t seem to stop. You have to think about ho frustrated the devil must be that he can’t take you down...and I am the queen of frustrating peoples!!

Sometimes you have to stay strong for those that need it more than you. You have to give encouragement when it’s hard. Only take moments for yourself to breathe and cry...then regroup and be there for everyone.

Just remember my lovelies that just be honest with yourself and know your limits. Reach out for support when you need it...but stay positive we will all get through this!!

Until tomorrow...

One of us

We were at a little get together the other day. To be more specific it was a child’s birthday party. We knew most of the people, but some of the people we just knew of. Anyway one of the ladies had on a cute bracelet and I made a comment about how I liked her bracelet...then she proceeded to showing me that she had a matching pair of bracelets...one for each wrist! I hadn’t even noticed the other one...but the minute she showed me I knew exactly what they were!!

I looked at Daddy and he looked at me...and we knew.

Later he asked me...why didn’t you say something to let her know you knew...I didn’t know how to say anything. How would I let her know I knew in a tactful way? What if I embarrassed her? What if she came back and was angry I asked? Which I don’t think she would...but what if I offended her?

What is the right protocol? Do you comment or mention you know what those are? Do you just say hey I really like your sub cuffs...wanna see my collar? Idk??? It’s the first time I have known for sure on someone else...sometimes I think I know but not to sure...but this is the first time I knew and I didn’t know what to say!! Ugh...

Help!

Until tomorrow...

Not ready for the week...

With everything that is happening in the world...I’m not ready to face the week.

With a staff that is primarily women that have children that have had school closed for the next 2 weeks at least...who knows what this week will look like. Not to mention that we might have to close for the next couple of weeks to wait out the craziness.

It’s so sad to watch how people are treating each other on the news and scary that the grocery stores are low or out of everything...

Good luck to all in this coming week...be kind to each other and stay positive!! We will all get through this!!

Until tomorrow...

A First that should have never happened...

Daddy and I had our first big fight yesterday. Something stupid went way out of control... fueled by my irrational thinking and his short fuse. It doesn’t help that we have had a long month of extra issues that have been building to an overload of frustrating events...and with the current state of everyone losing their minds...we did too.

I took us most of the day to find a path back to normal... but we made it. We ended the day snuggled up together and falling asleep to sweet words.

Tonight we had our make-up sex and it was worth the wait. I’m keeping those details for myself as they are precious to me...and a reminder of why I never want to have cross words again.

The moral of the story is when you love each other...respect their limits and remind yourself why you fell in love in the first place...

Until tomorrow...

Crazy world...

I’m sure everyone is experiencing the same type of things where ever you might be...but watching how everyone is literally losing their minds...fighting over toilet paper...wiping out shelves with staple items such as rice and beans...I mean you start to really imagine how things are going to be if we just completely shut down.

The company I work for is a “small” business that is privately owned. We make product for boutiques and high end retailers. All of our items are handmade...and I run the operations. We have about 30 people that do production...most all of them are mothers with school age children. If they shut down our school system my production floor will come to a screaming halt. Which means that we can’t move product to customers...which means all of us won’t get paid.

It’s super scary...but what’s scary is that no one really stops to think about the ripple effect that all of this is having...and what 2 more weeks is going to look like. There are so many “what if’s” with everything going on... but at least I have Daddy to keep me strong...and I know that no matter what he will take care of us.

Stay safe people...conserve your toilet paper!!!

Until tomorrow

Dreams

Are you living the life that you dreamed of? Can you remember when you were a child and dreamed up of your fantasy life? I can...I mean I played with Barbies and dolls...and my dreams then was to be a mom and a wife and drive a pink corvette. Then as I got older things changed...I wanted to be a Mom and have a good job and have a man that worship the ground I walked on.

Bits of all those dreams came true. I became a Mom and a wife. I didn’t have the most ideal husband...but I had a good job and I was a Mom. And as life turns you continue to dream for the future. The real man of my dreams has came into my life and he is amazing.

I think the point I am getting at is...sometimes all our dreams don’t come true...I mean I never got my pink corvette dammit...but I did get to be a Mom...and through dreaming and staying positive I was able to finally find the man that surpassed anything I could have dreamed up. So do I regret not having every single part of your dreams come true? Absolutely not...I’m so happy with where my dreams have taken me and where I am at today. There’s not an age limit to dreaming and reaching for your true happiness....be open to changing your dream and finding and appreciating the part of the dreams that do come true...

Until tomorrow

Toilet Paper Mania

With everything going on in the news with the Coronavirus and all scariness that it brings...it harder for me to imagine that I might be taken out in the aisle of Walmart for trying to buy some toilet paper!

What is wrong with people??? With everything that you should be concerned with...your going to go crazy over some toilet paper?

How about if your really concerned with the growing number of people infected and how that might impact you or your family...you focus on your health, sanitation and limiting your interactions with people. Hug your loved ones a little tighter and turn off the news for a bit. Don’t go spend your entire paycheck on toilet paper!!!

Just a thought...

Until tomorrow...

Unexplainable

Have you ever met a person that seems to almost enjoy their misery? How about a lier? I’m talking about a lier that lies so much they don’t know the truth anymore. These types of people are such a mystery to me...I will never understand the reasons they choose to be like this.

I mean we all have a choice in the way we lead our lives. We don’t always get a say in the happenings in our lives...but we do have a choice in the way we deal with it. I will never understand the person that enjoys being miserable...as wants you to be in their misery. Or the person that’s lies about everything to the point that the lies are affecting others.

I remove myself from these types of people. My choice is to not be apart of their madness. Why anyone would choose to keep a connection with these types of behaviors is beyond me.

We have one life...why not try and enjoy every single moment...if if you just need a second to regroup...take a breath and find some happiness.

Until tomorrow

Deep penetration...

As I went down to please Master the thoughts in my head disappeared as soon as I heard his first moan. With that moan I was taken to a place of pleasing and obedience to him. I wanted to hear his moan more and more. I worked his member with my mouth and throat...and his moans just made me more into mastering my motions.

I could feel him increasing in hardness with every motion of my tongue over his sweet head...my need to please him so strong. His hands are wrapped tight in my hair and the more pleasure he feels the tighter his grip becomes.

He let’s go and pulls me to him...he moves behind me and pushes my head down and positions me just how he wants me. He enters me and I immediately start moaning like a virgin. He is so deep inside me...the pressure and the pain are real but the pleasure is so much better. His penetration is one for the record books for sure...I swear I could feel him in my chest.

The sounds our bodies make when he is pushing himself inside me is such a turn on...I’m begging to cum. He grants permission and gives it to me harder. My eyes are rolling in my head...he flips me over and grinds into me while holding my hips just where he wants them. Again our bodies are making sweet music to or animalistic rhythms.

He twists me on my side and straddles one leg and hikes the other straight up.....the position is super deep...and he pushes my clot with his thumb...he’s moaning and saying such sexy things to me...when he starts to cum it sends me into climax overload. I can feel my pussy sucking more from him...and the pleasure is extreme and my body doesn’t want to stop...so he gives me more...so much more until I finally have to stop...I’m shaking.

I love weekends with Daddy...

Until tomorrow....

Cat versus Dog

It’s very interesting examining the different lives of a cat versus a dog. I mean I have both of these beings in my house. They are about 9 months in age apart... and we have had each of them since they were able to come home with us...so right about 10 weeks old.

The cat is very independent but when he’s ready for attention...He wants it right then. He doesn’t need much...just his twice daily feedings is all he really needs from us. He has different places he likes to be...sometimes it’s around us...sometimes not.

As for the Dog...total opposite. He needs our attention every second of the day. He never does anything on his own...can’t even really stand to let you go to the bathroom! He follows ya everywhere and when we stop sometimes he stops too and just lays on your feet...sometimes he will constantly remind you he is there waiting for you to Pat attention to him.

They love each other though...and manage to have daily play time...even when the cat has clearly had enough of the dog.

Just and observation...and I can’t help but to ask myself...which one I’m I more like??

Until tomorrow