Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Opposites 

Have you ever noticed how different women are with their friends compared to men with their friends?

My best friend is the person I share the most intimate details with to a point...but she knows how I feel about him, how he makes me feel, how great our love life is, etc. Now I don’t give away all the goods...some are just mine and his, but she knows most of it. And over time I’ve shared with her the good, the bad and the ugly of most of my relationships.

Guys on the other hand don’t talk about their lady if it’s someone they care about. If it’s a one night stand or a fling then they don’t mind sharing those intimate details with each other. They talk about everything except their feelings or their love life’s.

It’s interesting how it’s the complete opposite...if a woman has a one night stand or a fling she tells No One!! Cause what would people think?? But a man is glad to boast it!

I’m not sure that either is right or wrong...it’s just interesting how different we are.

Until tomorrow...

Without permission

During our session last night I forgot to ask permission to cum. I haven’t done that in a long time!

I was in the zone last night...just enjoying everything that Daddy was giving me. Towards the end Daddy asked me “Did you cum?” And my response was “I’m still cumming!!!” Without even skipping a beat. Daddy never said a word about it. Once finished we snuggled in and went to sleep.

This morning as I was giving Daddy his shower he politely said, “ you didn’t ask permission to cum last night.” I was confused for a second...and I thought I remembered asking...but it was him that asked me. I took his question at the time more of an open invitation to cum...even though I was already there. Bad girl....

My body took over last night and took what it wanted...without even a thought to have permission to do so first. I have been in control of this for a year now...I have no idea what happened!!! Now I will wait for my punishment...

Until tomorrow...

Keeping it spicy...

As a precaution we like to spice up the bedroom activities every now and then. Not that we have any problems in this area...but most couples can get into a boring bedroom routine if not careful. We don’t want that to happen to us...

We started with a porno and an array of toys. Daddy has much more restraint than I do when it comes to once turned on...I mean I’m ready all the time but just the simple act of turning on a porno and laying out the toys...my libido is running with all cylinders!! Anyway....after we watch for a while I’m really running at full speed.... Daddy then takes control of my body by rubbing all the right spots...and then he adds in toys. Tells me not to stop fucking my self until he tells me too.

Between the vibrator and his tongue the orgasms just keep coming. He still doesn’t let me stop. He then places me on top of him, facing away and tells me to keep the vibrator on my clit. He’s spanking me and moving my hips...he’s not letting me do the moving. The orgasms start to get deeper...coming with more force from deeper inside me.

He then let’s me off to pleasure him with my mouth. My juices and his hard cock taste magnificent in my mouth. I can’t get enough of his cock...after some time he pushes me to my back...my head is off the bed...and he takes me deep. My body is rocked with pleasure...I’m put into a hypnotic state...I’m sure I sound like I was possessed. The orgasms are amazing....he’s making me squirt. My nails are digging into my palms...something is pressing into my back...and all I feel is immense pleasure....and then I here the sweet sound of Daddy’s pleasure....and my final orgasm takes over.

I swear we need to record ourselves....would be some of the hottest porn out there....

Until tomorrow...

Date Night

I look forward to date night every single time one is planned. So much so that no matter what we are doing I consider it a big event. One that I wait for patiently and want to capture in pictures.

Maybe I’m just super sentimental and still live in a dream world of love and bliss....but what woman doesn’t want to be swept off her feet and pampered every now and again. Also to be shown off and made to feel beautiful.

Daddy has always made me feel special and loved. He always makes me feel beautiful. He is the reason I get so excited and just can’t wait. And every single time I’m never disappointed...he always makes Date Night worth every second.

Until tomorrow...

Advice

A young girl that works for me has been struggling with her boyfriend and how she wants to proceed with their relationship. Over the past week or so I have seen and talked with her about all the different “stuff” she has been going through with him. This morning she came in all bright eyed and happy. I asked her what was going on...she proceeded to tell me about how she had gone out with friends and met someone new. She had spent the night with this new person and was still in the stages of euphoria. She then tells me how she is feeling guilty about her boyfriend...even though she and him were on a break.

I asked her if she wanted my opinion. She said yes...so I proceeded to tell her. I told her how I thought it was interesting that the first time she told me about her boyfriend that she described him in a way that was sympathetic and defensive. How she described all the things that she didn’t really like about him and then defended why he was like that. I didn’t know him and probably would never meet him...so why tell me about him like that? The way I saw it was she didn’t really like him even if she loved him and was defending her decision of keeping him as her boyfriend to someone that it didn’t matter...or was she just trying to convince herself?

I then began talking to her about deciding for herself about what she wouldn’t settle for. About no staying with someone because they need you...and how true love means you need each other and you want to do everything to support each other...not one sided. And not allowing yourself to settle for basic when you want amazing. But also to make sure you are brutally honest with the other person about what you need.

I also explained some of my past and how I had wasted years with someone that I was settling for...just because I was nice....and how much happier I am now that I am with the true one. But to be good for your one...you have to be honest with yourself.

I hope it works out for her...and she can see that there is so much more to life...and that she needs to test the waters a little more and give herself a chance to find her true one.

Until tomorrow...

Out with the old and in with the new

I know that change is hard for some people. Changing what they have done for a period of time is overwhelming. Never mind that a change may make things better or easier...they still resist the change because it’s different. Sometimes a simple change can throw someone into a fit...a fit that they can’t even get out of because they can’t deal with change.

Some people feel this why because the change was not their idea. But if the change would have been their idea...then all would be ok. Pushing back as hard as they can just because they didn’t come up with the idea first. Not even trying to see if the change is worth all the push back.

It always amazes me how people push back so hard on something that is not a huge impact on them. When it comes to business...and your and employee...why would you resist a different way to do something just because you are used to doing a certain way? Wouldn’t doing it easier and faster make more sense? Why not try it and get feedback for improvement?

I don’t think it’s worth all the emotional trauma you put yourself through when you are so resistant. Just try it...you might like it. What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger!

Until tomorrow...

Writers Block

I seriously am struggling with my topic tonight. I mean I have had a decent day...I don’t really want to discuss any thing from work because it’s really not that interesting.  I’m at home with Daddy which is right where I want to be. We are enjoying each other’s company and relaxing after the day. Nothing has really peeked my interest on social media. The news has been super gloomy lately...so I really don’t want to hash about that. I guess sometimes it’s ok to just be...and not have any wise words or pondering thoughts...just enjoying the moment and clearing my mind.

Until tomorrow....

Bath time

My time to regroup myself and re center after a long day is bath time. Some bath salts, a bath bomb and bubbles take away the stress of the day away.

It’s also my time to make sure that I’m smelling good and skin soft for Daddy. After his long day I want him to feel comfort from me in every sense of the word.

I like to have myself smelling delicious and my skin inviting him to come and play. I crave his touch every second of the day...so why not invite him to enjoy my body even more.

Bath time is very sensual to me...and gets me more in tune with my body so I can be sexy for him.

Until tomorrow....

Upgraded

Have you ever looked at part of your life and wonder why you did something? Or why were you with someone? Or why were you even in that place?

I can look at my life now and see different parts of my life that wouldn’t even be a part of my life today. Like im sure I would never even cross paths with some ex’s in my life today.

I can also look at others relationships and wonder why they settle or why they choose who they are with. Then I remember how different my life looked 15, 10 or even 5 years ago. I think everything in my life has been upgraded.

Slowly but surely through bumps and bruises from falls along the way...the view of my life has been upgraded dramatically in the last 5 years for sure!!

Thank you Daddy for enhancing my life and upgrading me....I’m so thankful I have found you and you found me. Our upgrades to each other at priceless....

Until tomorrow

Play Time

I’m that person that’s always ready for play time. It doesn’t matter if I’m totally exhausted, sick or short on time. I could always stop and have play time with Daddy.

It’s interesting to me that I have changed so much in what I want and enjoy. Before Daddy I never had play time...and if I had private time with someone I can’t remember looking forward to it. I remember always feeling like it was a chore...nothing that I really enjoyed.

Now with Daddy he makes me enjoy it immensely!! I’m sure this is how drug addicts feel...just waiting for the next fix. For me it’s not just about the physical side of it...but it’s about how we connect during our play time.

Even though I’m always ready for play time...I cherish all the time with Daddy.

Until tomorrow...