Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Sweet gestures

Daddy got to come home early today due to the weather. He was home early enough to take me to breakfast. So I bundled up as best I could and went out in this crazy weather! No fear though...not with Daddy...he has a massively big truck and is a pro at driving in this weather.

We went and picked up a few things at our storage, then the store and then we headed for breakfast! I was starving....and ready to cozy up in the booth next to Daddy. As we are pulling into the parking lot we see a homeless man making his way across the street. Now mind you it’s 15 degrees out and the snow is blowing hard....and this man barely has a light jacket.

We get into the restaurant and see the homeless man sitting in the waiting area. He’s minding his own business just trying to warm up. We pass and get seated to our table. Daddy leaves as I am getting situated...I thought he went to the restroom. He returns and the waitress comes and greets us...and then the manager comes by and gives Daddy an update on his request....which what I thought was a trip to the restroom was actually Daddy telling the manager to let that man order what he wished and to send him the bill.

I thought that was the sweetest thing I had seen in a while. I was so proud to be sitting there with my Daddy at that moment (I always am...but this made me just a little more proud).

I looked at him with admiration and he says we are all just one step away from his situation...so we should be kind. I just love this man so much...my heart melts for him.

I can’t wait to spend another holiday season with this amazing man...

Until tomorrow....

Snow Day...

Winter is showing her pretty face here for the next several days. Which means I will be staying home until the roads are a little more drive able...

It also means that when Daddy is home I get to snuggle a little tighter! This weather makes me super sappy and romantic...and puts me more in the mood than I normally am...which is over drive!

Last night I completely forgot myself and just went to town on Daddy without even asking permission. He must have forgiven me because he didn’t stop me or remind me of my manners.

I enjoy the sounds of his pleasure so immensely that it showed last night! I got extremely wet...I mean almost embarrassingly so! Now I don’t ever have a problem in this area...but last night was WOW. It was so much so that the sound was loud...like we were in the shower or something! It was still super hot...just interesting at how I got this way and he always turns me on!

Anyway...here’s to a couple of more snow days and hopefully so more wet nights! Lol

Until tomorrow...

Fall Adventures...

Daddy took me to a pumpkin patch today!! I have never been to one...nor have I ever picked out a pumpkin straight from the field.

We walked around and enjoyed the weather. Held hands and picked out our pumpkins to carve this evening.

We then got to enjoy the little festival and buy some pumpkin bread! I also got some little pumpkins and gourds to decorate the centerpiece on our table.

Then this evening I carved my very first pumpkin!! I think I did pretty well!! Daddy is a pro at it so his looked excellent!

Now I am in anticipation for tonight...I’m hoping Daddy puts me to sleep in a good way!!

Until tomorrow...

Finding OUR place....

Throughout our lives we each get to do things and see things that build our stories. We all have our own passports of such that document where have been. These things give us all experiences that we can share or keep to ourselves.

These experiences are what much us us...I also believe that these experiences are necessary for each of our paths. Not all the experiences are good ones...or were with people that we are still with today...but none the less they are part of us. We can also redo the experiences with someone else and have a completely different view of it the second time around...good or bad.

I love to hear about Daddy’s previous experiences....and I love to experience new things with him even if he has already done them before. But I’m seriously looking forward to us having many new experiences together!! Doing and seeing things together for the first time. Some of these things might be mundane and trivial ...some might be epic and bucket list worthy...but something that will be ours to experience together!!

Those days are going to be more plentiful soon...

Until tomorrow...

Possibilities...

New possibilities are on the horizon! Don’t want to say to much at this point as I don’t want to jinx it...but I think change is in the air for us. Good change...

On to other topics...I practiced some of the techniques I have been learning last night. And I believe Master was pleased. I was very pleased with myself after I got to see his face!!! Makes me just want to get better and better!!

Until tomorrow...

Perfecting my craft...

I’ve been doing a little research to perfecting the perfect blow job. I started this quest on my own a while ago and then Master has been helping me over the past couple of days.

He was a little apprehensive to sending me things to review or watch because he didn’t want me to think I was doing anything wrong. I never thought I was doing anything wrong...because I know he always enjoys it...but I want to blow his mind.

You see...even though I’m at the age that I am...before Daddy I think I tried to give a blow job one other time in my life! I didn’t like it at all...and ever since then I just didn’t do it...wasn’t interested in even trying! Now I’ve always enjoyed oral sex...but didn’t want to give it in return.

With Daddy, I crave to please him. I crave to taste him. I love to hear him enjoying me pleasing him. Now I want him to think about how awesome I am at pleasing him...and amazing him every time!

I’ve read article and watched videos...I’ve practiced a couple of things I have learned and he seems very pleased. Now I want to go for the WOW factor....make him want to drive him to me the minute he leaves!!

Can’t wait to practice some more!!!

Until tomorrow...

Unleashed Reunion....

I’m not sure where it all came from. It last nights session was anything but tame.

I know from my part...my emotions were on a roller coaster anyway from missing him. My attraction to him super enhanced since he surprises me at the baggage claim area and sets my heart all a flutter. I mean it was literally like all those sweet romance novels that I love... my man sweeping me up and taking me back to our castle...I mean I am deeply a romantic at heart.

Smelling him and breathing in his scent is just intoxicating to me...and mix this with my emotions of missing him turned me into an animal in heat!

The sounds coming from our bedroom were a mix of moans, growls, slaps, screams and extremely vulgar language. It was pure heaven....I’m sure if we would’ve had a camera rolling we could turn it into porno gold!!

After not sleeping hardly at all for 2 nights and then the session with Daddy...I think I was in a coma...

Even though I never want to go anywhere without him again...the reunion sex was amazing....

Until tomorrow...

Home....

I walked off the plane headed for the baggage claim area. I arrived at the baggage claim area and send a text to Daddy letting him know that I was waiting for my bag. I was expecting to run out with my bag and jump in the car in the passenger pick up area....but as I stand there I hear than very familiar text message sound from Daddy’s phone. I turn to see who has the same text message sound as Daddy...and there is his standing behind me. BEST SURPRISE!!!

There in a baggage claim area I immediately felt at home as he took me in his arms. Standing there surrounded by strangers listening to him poke fun at me that I’m all excited and it was only 2 days that I was gone...All I was feeling was his heart beat and the relief of being back with him.

I realized as we drove home that I don’t have to be in a certain place to feel home. It doesn’t have to be in a particular city or dwelling, time of day or season...all I need is him. He is my home...he is where I belong...he is all I need.

Until tomorrow...

Belonging...

I’ve never really felt the feeling of belonging to something or being a part of something until now. I know without a doubt that I belong to and with Daddy.

I am enjoying my time with my family but my heart is with Daddy. My thoughts are with Daddy and my body is aching to be back with him.

Physically I’m not the same. I’ve literally had a headache all day. My body is hurting...I’m sure it’s from the stress of not being with him. My mind is not able to think straight...I feel I’m in a cloud.

I belong with him. I belong to him and I don’t function right without him. The minutes are ticking by way to slowly for me to be back with him.

I know where I belong and where I will be forever...Daddy I will be home soon.

Until tomorrow...

Attached...

I am now extremely aware of how attached I am to Daddy. Lying here in a single bed without him, eyes wide and a pillow wet with tears....I’m hyper aware of my attachment to him.

I feel like I can’t breathe. I know this is over dramatic so I keep this panic to myself. I will never go without him again...this is too much for me. I don’t like this feeling...I need Daddy.

I’ve didn’t realize how much I need him on a day to day basis. I need his touch. I need to feel his breath so I can sleep. I need his everything!!

I will make it through the next 36 hours....but I won’t do this to myself again. I need Daddy to be able to truly enjoy anything...

Until tomorrow