Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Away Day 6

Busy day! Movers unloaded and I’m now buried in a sea of boxes. I’m contemplating getting rid of half of them with out ever even opening them!! It was so crazy today I didn’t do any of my assignments!! Not one (except blogging)!! Hopefully he won’t be too hard on me!!

I’m still so excited to be in our home that is ours! I can’t wait for him to come home!!! Even though I have a ton of stuff that needs to be moved to storage...I can’t wait for us to build our home together! 

I start my new job tomorrow! Looking forward to being a productive member of society again! Lol. 

It’s all coming together...I want everything to be perfect for him!! Now I have to get to bed...my legs are killing me with the millions of stair steps I’ve taken this weekend!! Tired as all get out!!!

Until tomorrow!

Away Day 4 and 5

Day 3 didn’t turn out as expected so I ended up driving yesterday. It was very interesting to say the least...especially for this Texas girl who had never driven in snow to driving into a snow storm!

But all was fine...He talked me through the last hour...creeping down the highway in the middle of the night looking for a hotel so I could get off the road.

So tonight I lay here in our new place...blow up mattress and just a few things until the movers get here tomorrow...alone. I’m sad and happy all at the sametime. It’s been a while since I have been truly alone...no animals no other people in the house...as I lay here it feels strange.

I’m missing him the most at this very moment....

I’m happy this day has finally arrived and I’m ready to make our new home! But I’m also glad this day is over...it’s been a little tough today to keep it together...

Until tomorrow....

Away Day 3

What a crazy day!! Through a turn of events I will be driving to our new destination all night to make it there in the morning so the moving can unload tomorrow!! I’m so excited!!!

I’ve got my erotica auto book down loaded. I’ve got extra strong coffee brewed to make a giant iced coffee for the road! A super loaded down vehicle and a candy bag set up to keep me going!

A little nervous...but more excited!!! I sure wish my love was with me to hold my hand and talk to me on the drive...but the dream of us doing this is pushing me forward to make sure it’s perfect for him when he gets home.

I will keep everyone posted!!!

Until tomorrow...

Away Day 2

I had a little bit of a bad day today. The moving company made me have a moment of utter breakdown. Day 2 is always hard for me...missing him, stress and nerves of moving and then the call from the moving company that won’t give me an unload date...just sent me over the edge.

Thank God for him. He took time out of his busy day to calm me down...tell me it will all be alright and tell me he loves me. He listened and just let me cry it out for a minute and the picked me up with his words and gave me the encouragement I needed.

He helps me relax when my perfection OCD takes over. Helps me remember what’s important and not to get so wrapped up and over think everything.

Thank you Daddy for always taking care of me...especially when I’m a total mess and can’t even talk. You are my rock, my strength and the one that holds me together. I love you so much.

Until tomorrow...

Away Day 1

Finished up the packing today! All ready to go! Everything is scheduled for install and unloading on Saturday. I’m super excited and nervous...wishing he was here with me. But I’m hoping I will make him proud of the home I will make for him!

I had to work hard to not let them blues slide in today. I really miss him...I doesn’t help that I didn’t get much sleep. The first several nights after he goes are the worst...combine that with nerves and my brain not shutting off! And when I’m tired I can get weepy fast!

Off to bed!! Long days ahead!

Until tomorrow...

D Day...

His last day off which translates to his travel day back to work tomorrow...which start his 20 days away from me. It starts the countdown again...

This day is my most dreaded day every month...but it has to come. It is our life...I don’t know if I will ever get use to him leaving...and honestly I don’t want to. I want it to hurt...I want to still cry for him...I want to feel the pain when he is gone...this means that I still am madly in love with him.

I spent the day getting all of the things set up for our new place. Planning the move this weekend...and lunch with a friend. It was good to keep my mind occupied...I only had a brief cry!! I’m looking forward to being busy over the next week as the first 3-4 days are the worst for me. 

Here’s hoping that these next 20 days fly by!!! Setting out on a new adventure and a new job!!! Getting our home ready for him!! So excited and nervous (good nervous)!!

Until tomorrow...

Home time - last night

It’s that time again. Tomorrow he leaves. We have had such a busy time this home time...it’s hard to see if come to an end. The only thing that I’m excited about is I will be super busy over the upcoming week!

I will be moving next weekend....and starting a new job next week! Movers will be here by the middle of the week...then I will be driving the 10 hours to get there...and then getting our new place set up!!

It’s all very exciting!! I’m a little nervous that I will be doing it alone...but I think I can handle it. It will definitely make it sweeter when he comes home this next time to our new home!!

I will definitely keep you all posted...

Until tomorrow!

Home Time - Day 7

I’ve often found that there is not much that gets me worried or upset. If you take out my child or his children which is expected...there’s not a whole lot that can get me upset. I’m the type of person that has the mind set that everything is going to be ok...that it will all work out. If an obstacle is put in my way then I figure out how to go around it or go another way. 

That’s always seemed to do well for me...with everything. If a door shuts either kick it open or go to the window...it’s fine. This quality about me either drives people mad or they gravitate towards it. Sometimes it hard for me to remember that not everyone is like this. Not everyone has patience to see the long road...not the shortest quickest path.

This is another reason that him and I balance each other well. He’s more of an in the moment person...and I’m more of a long term. He helps me enjoy the in the moment emotions...and I’m helping him see that the road we are on is going to be a wonderful journey....and when the times are rough we will figure it out together.

As we embark on our new journey...moving to a new state, into our new home, starting a new job...I’m so excited !! I can’t wait to be able to show him how “us” will be unstoppable!! Our bond and partnership will be something he will be proud of...and learn that someone can be the missing piece to his happiness and have a life we have both dreamed of.

It’s all working out...perfectly. Even when it feels like somethings aren’t exactly how we wanted it...it’s the long road we are after...and patience is building our perfect.

Until tomorrow....

Home time - Day 6

Well....things are turning out like they should!! Or I should say as we were hoping! I have accepted a new job in our desired city!!

We are patiently waiting the information about the new place we are wanting to rent! 

We spent our first Valentine’s Day together just enjoying the day and each other. We went to a movie...then came home to watch another movie. All the while holding each other.

Things are falling into place...and all I can hope for is that they continue to do so. 

Until tomorrow....

Home time - Day 4 and 5

Well last night was so amazing that I passed out and didn’t blog! Lol

We spent the whole day apartment shopping and I finished up interviews. We had a very full day of activities...once back to our little B&B that we had rented we relaxed. We enjoyed just living on each other...kissing and nuzzling. Had good conversation and then it was time for me to prepare for play time.

I took my time getting ready for our play session that I knew would include anal. I did the necessary prep for an anal session, took an extra long shower to ensure my body was extra smooth and then replaced my tongue ring with the vibrating tongue ring. I dressed in his requested outfit, inserted the butt plug and put on his favorite color of lipstick.

Out on the bed and the dresser were the toys, lube, whip, collar and leash. I laid on the bed and waited.

We began with me pleasuring him with my new vibrating tongue ring. Very interesting...but he loved it! I loved hearing his pleasure as his fingers twisted through my hair.

He then laid me on my back and slowly teased me with his tongue. Gently arousing my clit with each flick of his tongue. He played music with his mouth all over me...taking me to the point of cumming and then backing off...not allowing me.

He then puts himself inside of me alternating himself with the butt plug in and out of me...he finally allows me to cum...once he does he is just a volcano of orgasms...over and over as he doesn’t let off.

He flips me over and proceeds to penetrate me with his hands...adding lube to pleasure me with both holes at the same time. This is all leading him to finally burying himself inside of my ass. He moves slow...but steady moving to ensure I’m Ok. I am moaning loudly as the feeling of both pleasure and pain is overwhelming....and with my body still rocking from multiple orgasms and wanting more...all I can do is moan and scream with pleasure.

The orgasms take over and he has be quivering hard. His body is on top of mine holding me in place. The feel of him dominating me is amazing....

I pass out in his arms...and he holds me close all night. This was an absolutely perfect day...

We drove back today...enjoying our day together. We read to each other during the drive. Again...another perfect day of us together.

Until tomorrow....