Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Home Time - Day 3

I got woke up this morning to sweet nuzzles to be back of my neck...then the question...”are you up for a ride?” Well yes Sir!!! I’m always up for that! No matter how bad I feel!!!

The feel of him inside of me is the absolute best...it’s as if my missing part is finally in place. He fits me perfectly...and can hit every single sensation that drives me wild. Our bodies entwined is a symphony of pleasure and love...The power he fills me with and the marks left on my body are the reminders of his control over me...body and soul.

We spent the day working on our new life together...house hunting, job interviews and enjoying time as a family. What a wonderful day...

Fingers crossed for the job interview and that we land the perfect place for us!

Until tomorrow...

Home Time - Day 2

It’s been a nice day. Still sick but better than yesterday! He has been super good to me...making sure I’m resting and taking my medication.

I was thinking about how different people handle situations. I’m the type of person that is relaxed and takes things as they come... if it’s doesn’t kill me or life threatening then I’m really pretty chill about everything. When I’m done with something...then I’m done. No if’s and’s or but’s...when it’s done it’s done. I see some people who hang on to things for way too long.  Causing themselves even more agony than needed. When you can’t control it and can’t change it...then why worry yourself about it? You can’t fix it????

It’s hard to watch and it’s hard to understand...from my point of

View. 

I know this is obscure and strange the way that it’s just a random thought...but it was what was on my mind.

Until tomorrow...

Home Day - Day 1

What a wonderful evening!!! We ravaged each other like never before. Our bodies took over and we had primal uninhabited sex.

I’m sure the headboard made devits in the walls. I’m sure I have marks. At one point I covered my own mouth to not wake the entire house! He did things that made me do things that I have never done before! Let’s just say that my nipples are forever grateful of a new found sensation.

Unfortunately today I have fallen sick...it super pisses me off!!! I have waited 18 long days to have him back....and as much as I have tried to not keep the sickness away it came to me full force. I tried so hard to keep a good face and just push through....but he finally said to me...you really don’t feel good do you?? Why I asked....he said because you look terrible!!!

So here I sit with my throat on fire, my sinuses plugged feeling like all my energy has been sucked out of my body...in our cute B&B that we have for the next 4 nights. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow....I really want to enjoy every single second with him!!  

Fingers crossed that all these meds kick in!!!

Until tomorrow!!!

Finally!!!

So I’m sitting here waiting for my love at the airport!! We had a small scare with a delay out of O’Hare....but it all worked out and he is almost here!!!

I am utterly beside myself with excitement!! I just want to smell him and kiss him all over!!!

I’m so glad this 20 is over....looking forward to our time!!! 

Until tomorrow...

24 more hours and he will be home!!!

This is my last night alone for the next 10 nights!!! I’m so excited I can’t stand it!! I will be at the airport in 24 hours patiently awaiting the arrival of my King! 

We have an exciting couple of days in front of us! Some alone together, looking for or place, taking a trip...but when I asked what he wants to do...he said just enjoy my time with you❤️!!

I have the task of packing for us both tomorrow so we can leave early on Saturday morning. I am the worst packer ever!!! I always pack way to much...and get there and don’t have what I want. I have become a shoe whore...do this means that I need a bag for just my shoes. This doesn’t even compare to the stress of packing for him...he is a much more stylish dresser so he requires the same thing! It will definitely be interesting to see how I get us both packed....

I’m looking forward to having him with me period...but I am so needing some play time!! He gave me some video play time...but I have been craving his touch and body and his direction and dominance so much...I might have an orgasm with just his kiss!!

I will have to be sure and blog before he gets here tomorrow...I still have 2 punishments coming...so I don’t want to add to that list!! I’m going to try and be good this trip and not miss any of my daily tasks!! It’s hard to remember to do them all when he is home...

So excited!!!

Until tomorrow...

1 more day!!!

I just have to get through the next 48 hours and he will be home.

It’s literally 48 hours from now that I will be waiting at the airport for him. I don’t even have the words for how excited I am to finally have him back.

This trip away has been extremely hard. I have really struggled keeping myself together. There are multiple things driving this...but mostly it’s not having him. I have been really sentimental during this away time...why? Idk? But I have. And sometimes when us women get in those moods it’s hard to express to your mate what your needing...because when you verbalize it..it sounds stupid and adolescent.

I’m just glad it’s finally coming to an end and I will have him back soon!!

I am almost complete with my punishment...and I hope he will like it when it’s presented to him. I was impressed with myself...lol

Until tomorrow...

2 more days!!!

Just like had predicted the days are moving extremely slow waiting for the day for him to come home to happen. It’s like watching paint dry!!!

I was given a task today that I have to have completed by the time he leaves to come home on Friday. This is an”punishment” for me as I still have 2 coming to me. This one is interesting...it’s out of my comfort zone but it’s for his pleasure.

This will be challenging for me because I don’t see myself the way he sees me. I have to open myself up to putting away my thoughts about my body and see myself through his eyes. I will have to find the beauty in myself that can be portrayed to him for him to enjoy for as long as he wants.

As I writing this it is actually hitting me how amazing he is for thinking about this punishment. He has been challenging me for a while to see myself as beautiful. He has actually  came up with a perfect punishment that will teach me more about myself and challenge me to embrace a different side of me...and it’s all on me. How genius is he!!? 

I’m also extremely flattered that he wants this. It makes me feel beautiful just by him coming up with it. Now my job is to get it done and please him with the product. I hope I can impress and out do his expectations. I want him to cherish this...

Until tomorrow....

3 more days!!!

It’s finally coming down to the wire...he will be home soon. The time is going by so slowly for me. I just need to have him.

I finished one of books today. This book was a love story with mystical creatures...it includes erotic details of their love making sessions. It details the entire interaction...my favorite part is reading from both sides how they feel...not only physically but emotionally and why.

It makes me wish I knew how he felt when we are together. His inner most feelings. What it feels like to make love to me...what it feels like to fuck me...how he feels when he is inside me. What he thinks about when he is away from me? How he feels emotionally about me that he doesn’t express? I wish I could read him like my book...know those thoughts.

I fantasize that he is him and I am her in the books I read. That the passion written is about us...the bond the characters share is ours. I dream about playing out the scenes in the book with him. I imagine him saying those things in the book to me and I to him.

I know it’s crazy and probably a little over the top...but don’t we all dream and fantasize about your perfect one? Don’t we all want to be their perfect one? Better than anything they could ever imagine?

He is that for me....

Until tomorrow...

4 more days....

Watching the Super Bowl tonight and thinking about all the preparations everyone made for that monumental event. All the parties all the planning...all the money spent on a game that was not that exciting....but it did get me thinking about preparing for him.

Always when he gets home my favorite thing is to kiss him and then hold him all night long...his touch and his smell are the things I miss the most. So when I start preparing for him it’s multiple things... hair, nails, lashes, skin....my hair gets a conditioning treatment to ensure it’s soft...my nails are done to his liking...my lashes are touched up to ensure they are on point...and my skin gets multiple things...buffed, sugar scrubbed, everything shaven, moisture treatment, and facial masks each night for a week before he comes.

The house is cleaned...bathroom scrubbed...sheets changed. I now added car cleaned...because it’s important to him.

I’m also planning our little trip...a trip to find our new home! Also I’m hoping we will get to have some awesomeness play time on our trip...we need to shut down our brains and just play...I want to please him like never before...

I’m so excited for him to come home this time...I have missed him so so much!!! I hope this week flies by!!!

Until tomorrow....

5 more days...

I’m getting so excited to have him back!!! Being without him this time has been super hard...worse than before. I’m thankful that it’s coming to an end soon.

Another thing I am excited for is our upcoming trip to find our place! Not only for that...but some much needed time away together.

He has given me some hints about somethings he has planned! I’m excited and nervous! He mentioned that he might have me wear the butt plug while we travel. This is exciting to me because it will be a challenge! Can I do it??? Idk? I’m sure we will find out!! It also means that we will have anal again!!!

This first time I was super nervous...even though we prepared for it extensively! It was a first for me...and as it were he took his time and made sure I was comfortable. He made me feel absolutely amazing!!! It had to be one of the best orgasms I have ever had...including almost squirting!

After talking with him after and finding out that squirting was what I was about to do...I’m hoping that we get the chance to try it again!! And with my knowledge now of how I was feeling...hopefully I can just let myself experience it!

I want to show him how much he pleases me...and let my body show him. I want to give him everything...most of my firsts have been with him....so I can’t wait for more!!!

I love his home time more than anything...and I can’t wait for us to have lots of firsts again this time around!!

Until tomorrow....