Cuddles....cuddling is probably one of my favorite things. I always try knew I loved to cuddle...but now it takes on a while new meaning for me.
During the day while he is away...even though I know that he will be back...it’s still hard. I know that it sounds crazy and it probably is a little...but the feeling of emptiness still happens just with him leaving to go to work. It’s not as bad as when he leaves for days or weeks...but just being without him for 8 hours will stir in me those feelings of emptiness. It’s hard to even know what to do without him. I lose track of time and have a hard time getting things done. I’m working on getting myself more in a routine...but it’s hard.
When we are back together I feel better...even with him just in the room....in the same area! Being in the same space with him is comforting for my needy soul. But at night when we snuggle down in the bed and cuddle tight to each other...it’s like I just got plugged in and my body is recharging! Being able to pull energy from each other as our bodies are intertwined is the best feeling in the world.
I am thankful for every single second I able to cuddle with him. Even when we are hot, we are sweaty...I snore and keep him awake... I would not change any of our cuddle time (maybe the snoring...wish I didn’t do that)...but that is my time that he is completely mine...no phone, no work, nothing but us.
Until tomorrow....
