I should not be thankful for a winter storm...and I’m sorry for everyone that is effected negatively...but for me it has allowed me to keep him a couple more days.
Since his travel has been delayed due to the storm I get to keep him a couple more days. And it is well needed...I’m dreading this upcoming trip apart.
I have been blessed to be able to have been with him pretty much the entire time for the last 40 days...just a brief little 5 days apart. I am not prepared to be without him for 18 days....and I was dreading taking him to the airport this morning. I knew that I could not hold it together this time. I had already started crying last night. Just watching him gather his things was too much. Hopefully I can get it together before Monday morning before I have to take him. I’m thinking a couple more days is exactly what the doctor ordered.
It has messed me up so bad that I have forgotten or lost track of when some of my tasks were due...leaving me with punishments that will soon come due.
Hopefully he will be compassionate when he delivers my punishments...as these were due to my distress of preparing to be without him...after being spoiled with getting to have him for as long as I have....I honestly don’t know what I am going to do.
Think of me in the coming days...I’m going to need some support!! But I’m going to enjoy the next 48 hours....
Until tomorrow...
