8 more days!!!
I had dinner at a friends house tonight and during the coarse of conversation with another mutual friend there...it was asked if he was going to propose to his lady friend anytime soon? And the way he answered perplexed me...he said “we are moving in that direction”...but he said it very dry and with no emotion on his face. This of coarse made me ask if he loved her...and his response was just as dry with a “yeah I love her”.
I was in a place once that I settled...and thought that was what love was...responsible and safe. Something I could never imagine in my today life as anything anyone would ever want. I mean are you ok with that??
I want to be madly in love with my life and my partner! It’s not about whether you get married or not...it’s about does that person make your life better? More exciting! More full of life! Does your partner make you feel more than you ever have? Does your partner complete your heart in a way that makes you question how it ever beat without them? Everything you want to do includes them?
I don’t want anyone to settle. Im sure my Master feels like that about me...God knows I do about him. I feel this from him...but if it were not true I would want him to let me go...I deserve the above...and even if it would hurt me deeply...I would rather not have him than have anyone settle. Now that I know what real love feels like...and real devotion to someone is....I won’t settle for less.
Just my thoughts...
Until tomorrow...