9 more days...
Yay!!! Down to single digits!!!
Today was a good day! Outta bed and off to a body combat class (which my thighs are screaming at me now...after free weights day and now this...OMG!!)! Then back to the computer for job hunting and house hunting!
Had a great interview!!! So hopefully I will hear back from them soon! Keeping fingers crossed!!
I still miss him terribly...but was able to control my tears today! I’m really trying hard to control my need for him...my need for attention from him. I know that it gets on his nerves that I have been so needy lately. And I have also been having to control my jealousy about things...it’s so weird because IM NOT the jealous type. I trust him ...so it’s not that...I think it’s just been my insecurities and me missing him so badly that it’s just making it surface.
This has just been hard...I knew it was going to...but still can’t help my emotions....but at least it was better today!
I did good with my chores today...I still need to add a few more things to make sure I am communicating everything to him. Just a little gun shy cause I been needy...so don’t want to come across with more need.
One more day closer!!!
Until tomorrow...