3 more days!!!
It’s finally coming down to the wire...he will be home soon. The time is going by so slowly for me. I just need to have him.
I finished one of books today. This book was a love story with mystical creatures...it includes erotic details of their love making sessions. It details the entire interaction...my favorite part is reading from both sides how they feel...not only physically but emotionally and why.
It makes me wish I knew how he felt when we are together. His inner most feelings. What it feels like to make love to me...what it feels like to fuck me...how he feels when he is inside me. What he thinks about when he is away from me? How he feels emotionally about me that he doesn’t express? I wish I could read him like my book...know those thoughts.
I fantasize that he is him and I am her in the books I read. That the passion written is about us...the bond the characters share is ours. I dream about playing out the scenes in the book with him. I imagine him saying those things in the book to me and I to him.
I know it’s crazy and probably a little over the top...but don’t we all dream and fantasize about your perfect one? Don’t we all want to be their perfect one? Better than anything they could ever imagine?
He is that for me....
Until tomorrow...
