2 more days!!!
Just like had predicted the days are moving extremely slow waiting for the day for him to come home to happen. It’s like watching paint dry!!!
I was given a task today that I have to have completed by the time he leaves to come home on Friday. This is an”punishment” for me as I still have 2 coming to me. This one is interesting...it’s out of my comfort zone but it’s for his pleasure.
This will be challenging for me because I don’t see myself the way he sees me. I have to open myself up to putting away my thoughts about my body and see myself through his eyes. I will have to find the beauty in myself that can be portrayed to him for him to enjoy for as long as he wants.
As I writing this it is actually hitting me how amazing he is for thinking about this punishment. He has been challenging me for a while to see myself as beautiful. He has actually came up with a perfect punishment that will teach me more about myself and challenge me to embrace a different side of me...and it’s all on me. How genius is he!!?
I’m also extremely flattered that he wants this. It makes me feel beautiful just by him coming up with it. Now my job is to get it done and please him with the product. I hope I can impress and out do his expectations. I want him to cherish this...
Until tomorrow....