Away Day 11
Our place is coming together! My feet are sore and my legs ache trying to get use to the stairs... but it’s starting to look good! I’m having to be creative about where and how to put things...this place is smaller than my things! Lol...
We had a moment this morning...he got frustrated with me over something that I didn’t realize was a big deal. Now I know it is...and I won’t make that mistake again! Sometimes it’s really hard for me to see the things that are going to make him frustrated with me. I know that he needs his space sometimes...and I am more than happy to give it to him. I don’t ever want to apologize that I want to spend time with him...I never want to stop wanting to spend time with him. I won’t be apologetic for that...and I hope he never wants me to stop either! But I don’t want him to feel pressured to give me his time or feel like I’m demanding of his time. I want it to be natural...
I hope he see’s it this way...and not as a task. I don’t want an obligation call or video chat...I want him to want that time just like I do.
I’m sorry if I made you feel a certain way....but I can’t apologize for wanting your time. I will change the way I show that to You going forward.
I don’t want either of us to be frustrated. Finding balance is what we have done best. I glad we talked it out and moved past this issue. I love you Daddy...
Until tomorrow...