Away Day 17
Only two more nights after tonight and then he’s home!!!
It’s strange how each day I just feel like I’m walking through it like a robot waiting for him to return to me. I never understood what it meant to be in a real love until now. Also to truly be wrapped up in the way that somebody else has this control over you and you love it. Without even trying he has complete control of my thoughts, of my actions, my desires.
The control he has is something I give willingly each and every day. I don’t understand why but I just want give him everything. I have never felt like this with anyone in my life. Period. And I felt this from day 1 with him...
It was always a feeling that I just could not explain. I deep seeded flower way down deep inside that only he had the know how to grow it. I feel like I was always waiting for him.
I can’t wait to have him home....
Until tomorrow....