Without Him Day 3
I cleaned out my purse, made breakfast, went to the zoo, did laundry, watched super hero movies....and still thought about him every single second.
I even pause and smelled his clothes as I separated the laundry. I hug is pillows tight at night. I struggle to fall asleep...even though when he is home I can fall asleep in nano seconds!
It’s kind of sad...kind of sweet. There has to be some sort of word or diagnosis for my feelings about him...it’s more than love...it’s more than just an obsession...it’s something I have never felt or even knew existed!
I see his face on video chat and my heart just melts...each and every time. It still gets stronger...it hasn’t dulled or slowed with time. I still feel we grow stronger each day...
I’m missing him terribly...I’ve cried over commercials, property brothers and Facebook videos....I’m sure there will be a few more before the night is over.
Until tomorrow...
