Without Him Day 4
Master asked me to change up my daily pictures. He’s right...I’m mean I have gotten into a routine of getting up, getting ready and as I’m putting on my shoes that’s when I take the pictures. The result for him was the same pictures...just different shirts! I mean the whole reason I was doing that is so I wouldn’t forget and add more punishments...but I didn’t think about the redundancy of what he was seeing.
So today I mixed it up. I put on one of his jackets and nothing else...hung the mirror over the door and took some provocative pictures. Now...of coarse I took probably a thousand of them...to send him 3. It’s funny how taking pictures of yourself can make you doubt everything about your body!!!
But the point of these is so he can see me...not just what I look like that day...but what I realized today was that he wants to see the parts of me that made him fall in love with me...he wants to see my emotions, my personality, my silliness, my tease, my sultry, my just woke up face, my everyday thinking of him moments. He wants to have a snapshot of the woman that’s here waiting for him...and whatever part of life she is going to share today to make him feel he is with me. I get now....
I love you Daddy...and I can’t wait to surprise you every day!! Xoxoxo
Until tomorrow...
