Without Him Day 6
When times get tight or tough...you have a couple of choices. I’ve always been the optimistic type...everything is going to be ok, etc. There are the types that see the world has horrible and all consuming...the ones that it’s always someone else’s fault...the ones that ignore the issues. But not me...I’ve always been able to see a ray of sunshine through the storm.
Now that I have someone that I defines why I exist...it’s even easier to see that sunshine and find hope in every situation. When I see my Love going through something...all I want to do is help him or get him out of it. Just as I would expect him to do for me. So when I decided to just take care of something’s today...I just did. I didn’t discuss with him first...and I should have...but I was just waiting to be able to really talk about it. Thankfully he understood.
But I hope some day he will feel comfortable with me being able to do for him too. To truly understand that when it matters most we are partners in this relationship. And even though I’m the submissive...I’m strong enough to hold him too. To see that real love is about being there for each other through everything.
I love you Daddy....
Until tomorrow...