Without Him Day 5
I feel like I do a lot of complaining on here as of late...I want to make sure that everyone understands that’s not my intention. I love my Master very much...and it’s always hard being without him. I don’t understand it sometimes...how I can be so connected to someone that I feel so lost without him. But I am very blessed to have him. He is my one and this life is hard sometimes...but the benefits far out weighs the sacrifices.
Who knew submitting yourself to someone...in every sense of the word...was has hard but as rewarding as it is. To have a Master that truly owns his dominance of you, loves you, is true to you, protects you, cares about everything you are, wants the best of everything for you, adores you, corrects you, laughs with you and shares his soul with yours is worth paying whatever price there is to pay.
So even though I express my pain and sadness on here...my Master is my world. I would take the pain to have to time with him that I have...over and over again. So even though my sadness when he’s gone...I still have the joy of knowing this man is mine and I am his.
Until tomorrow....