Submissive pride...
I read an article today about the struggles of being a strong woman in RL, a submissive in private life and how to act in public with your Master.
The article talked about the persons change in perception about how she acted in public to still ensure her BdSM lifestyle was a secret, but still wanted to please her Master. Little things like making his coffee for him at the table after it had been served by the server...and wondering if anyone noticed. And how over time it just became her normal, and never even really thought about how other people might see her and the gestures she made toward her Master.
Most of this article was her realizing that with time and the building of emotions towards her Master...it didn’t matter if anyone noticed. It was also realizing that her true happens being submissive to him. That he soul was content when she was serving him...and rewarded her with pampering, gifts and love.
This is how I see myself. I’m the most happy and content when I’m serving him. When I get to just be his and do as he commands. My reward of him holding me, kissing me, spoiling me is a bonus to how it all makes me feel. How serving him gives me more of me...the me I want to be.
I’m grateful for his dominance and for the gift of ownership he has claimed over me. I am forever his...
Until tomorrow...