Alone time...
Sometimes it’s good to give each other some alone time. Time to do what you want to do...read a book, play a game, watch the TV show that no one else watches. Whatever your little heart desires.
I know it’s good to have time for yourself...they say it makes the heart grow fonder. So why does my heart long for him when we are apart?
I’m not dying, I’m not crying...I’m not even upset! But I do miss him...
I know that he needs some space from me too...and I have no issues giving him that time. It still has my brain swimming with missing him. I try not to text or call...just let him have some down time with out me interfering...but I think about it...I wonder what he is doing...I wonder if he misses me too...
I think it’s the curse of being a female...we just can help it! Or is it the submissive mind...waiting for his direction? Who knows! Either way it doesn’t change the fact that I’m constantly thinking about him.
Maybe I’m crazy, maybe I’m obsessed...maybe this is what love is supposed to be...lol...I’m back with him tomorrow...so I will tuck the blankets and pillows all around me and try to get some sleep...
Until tomorrow...
