Losses...
Have you ever lost something and you don’t even know why? I’m referring to relationships with people. Like a friend that you might have lost and really don’t know why...you both just lost touch with each other. Or a family member that your not as close with and there is really no reason.
Sometimes it’s your fault...you don’t keep up with the connection or do what your supposed to to maintain that relationship.
Sometimes it’s the other way around. You do what your supposed to and for whatever reason there is no reciprocation from the other party. Their reasons could be justified by themselves...but they are never explained or discussed with you. It could be that their lives are way more complicated than you realize.
When the later of these is the case...do you just except the way it is? Or do you try to keep maintaining a relationship that they are not trying with you to keep?
That’s the struggle...determining what to do next. Your mind plays tricks on you about what causes it...you don’t approach the subject as the response my be a negative about you. There has been no fight...there has been no fallout...do you want to start something that might not even be there?
Or do you move on and invest in the people that invest in you back. The people that support you even when they don’t agree with you. The people that love you even though you haven’t talked in a month. The people that know your a solid even though you’re far away.
I think you respect that everyone has their own lives...and enjoy any amount of time you are able to spend with them...even if it’s a phone call that’s brief every once in a while.
Until tomorrow...
