Sadism and Masochism - This subset of BDSM involves inflicting pain or humiliation for the purpose of pleasure or sexual gratification.
After Daddy and I had been together for over 6 months is when he introduced me to pain mixed with pleasure. I had no experience we with it before him. To say that I was nervous the first time is an understatement. I had no idea how I was going to react. My exposure to pain was not a good experience up to that point.. so there was some apprehension.
Thank God Daddy talked with me at length before he introduced it during one of our sessions. He explained everything to me. Told me exactly what he was going to do so I could be prepared. I'm still surprised at how much I enjoyed it.
Ever since then he has steady added more. I still enjoy every second of the mixture. I enjoy the after care even more.
I don't tho think I would enjoy being humiliated... as there are way to many scars from being humiliated... and my self-esteem is still fragile at times.
Thoughts?
