I’ve been a little sick...nothing horrible...just a little cold. So today I stayed in the bed...most all day. And after today I know for certain that I am completely and utterly obsessed with my Master.
He called several times today...mostly on video chat...and one of the times he said “Have you not changed the sheets since I left?” No I have not.... why you ask??? Well they still smell like him!!!
I am a clean freak when it comes to most things...except my car and when it comes to his smell! I also like to have clean sheets regularly...I’m normally a once or twice a week sheet changer...or at least I was before him. I think if he were here all the time it would be the same...but he’s not. He gets his smell and out smell all in this bed for 10 days...and then I have 20 nights without him! Is it so bad to want to keep his smell lingering here as long as I can keep it??
I have a shirt that I refer to during the day...I could go sit in his car for a bit...but to have is smell wrapped around me while I sleep...or like today while I feel bad...is priceless. Even for the clean freak I am...
It’s like his pictures...I look at them daily...all of them! I miss him so much...and while I can’t have his touch at the moment...I can smell him and look at has beautiful face...and I can see my collar every time I look in the mirror. These things I hold very dear to me...along with our texts and calls...without these things it would be simply unbearable.
I know I’m obsessed...and I don’t care! Surely some of you out there have some odd obsessions...and I bet you love it too!
Until tomorrow...