2 more days!!! I’m actually aching inside for him. My body is responding to my excitement...my senses are becoming heightened!
Have you ever been so connected to someone that your body and mind respond to everything about them? Their voice, their face, their body, their smell...the way they move, the things they say, the things they don’t say, the look in their eyes, the way their fingers move, the shape of their lips, the sounds of their breathe, the beats of their heart, the way he looks at me when he is inside of me...all of these are the reasons my Master has absolute control of me.
My desire for him is insatiable. It’s not only a physical desire...it’s for is mind, his attention...and my need to serve him. As the days become shorter my need to him becomes stronger.
It’s like the opposite of when me leaves...when he leaves I go through withdrawals...physically and emotionally I become devastated. As my emotions run through the emotions...my body does the same thing. Now that he is about to come home it’s that same but backwards...his touch could easily give me an orgasm...as well as the site of him in the flesh will bring me to tears.
I can’t wait...I long to have him...all of him...
Until tomorrow....