5 years ago. December 2, 2018 at 6:53 PM
Being a sub does not come easy to me.
Because of life experiences, I learned early on that the only person I can truly trust & rely on is myself.....you want something, then work hard to get it, never depend on someone else.....that's all I've ever known.
And the few times I have let people break down my wall, it just ended in heartache....which in turn just caused a higher & thicker wall.
But there's a part, deep within, that WANTS to trust, that NEEDS someone to be MY rock, to be taken care of, that CRAVES to submit........
I just don't know how
