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Life of a cum slave.

Memories of my first submissions and more recent memories.
6 years ago. August 11, 2018 at 8:40 AM

   My time with master (lower case"m") dragged on for much longer than the weekend I was sold for. I had lost track of the days but I knew that I was many days passed the 2 days and 3 nights of  possession my lease was contracted for. I prayed that my true Master and Madam were now looking for my return. I prayed that they were looking for me. I prayed that they, or anyone, would ride up on a white horse in shining armor to save my useless slave skin!

  In truth I had already given up. I had no hope. I knew that I was worthless and unwanted. I could not think of a single reason anyone would want to save me. In my dispare I completely gave my body, mind and soul to my cruel new master! The torment continued. Physical ,  psychological and worst of all emotional torment! I remember that I had made a plan to escape but my mind, body and soul was so broken, I was unable to act. I started to believe that I deserved the brutal treatment. At some point I started to want the brutal treatment. I even begged for it. My days and nights had kind of rhythm to it. In the morning I was unchained from inside the small closet and forced to sexually satisfy master (usually orally) then to wash (shower) and dry master. He even made me kneel beside him and hold his cock as he pissed! Worst of all i was made to take him in my mouth and lick and suck the last drips of his piss from his master cock! Then I  served master his breakfast and coffee only to be put into the tiny closet till master returned from where ever master went during the day time. This was the worst time for me!! Although I was not always forced into harsh stress bondage, sometimes so brutal that it left me unable to use my arms or legs without massive amounts of pain. It was the isolation of my body, mind and soul that hurt so much!! Left to think of the physical torture I was sure master would inflict on me! But worse than the anticipation of phyical torture was the emotional torture of lonelyness and never being able to hear a kind word spoken to me! The only words I was to hear was cruel and humiliating commands.       This day like so many before it, was no different. I was in the tiny closet struggling to stand on my tippy toes to realeave some of the pain of the cuffs on  my wrists! The cuffs were connected to a chain anchored high above me in the ceiling!! Standing high on my tip toes releaved some of the pain in my wrists but as you know my calf muscle could only hold me up on tip toes for so long before I had toî relax and hang painfully from my wrists!!! After many hours all I could do was hang and endure the pain!! After many hours of this I finally heard master come into the kitchen via the same garage door I had entered so long ago. I heard his keys hit the counter. At this moment I always had mixed feelings of jubilation and fear!! I knew that master was finally going to release me from his torturous bondage only to put me to hard labor with the inevitable discipline I would receive from such a cruel taskmaster!! The closet door opened and I felt the same crazy fear and jubilance I felt each evening when master came to use and abuse my flesh!! As he kicked a small stool under my feet, I quickly stood on it to get some slack in the chain above my head so he could unhook my handcuffs and release me from my bondage torment!! Being so exhausted from the all day bondage I collapsed to the floor in the kneeling position before my lord! I felt so honored to finally kneel before my God! I needed to do his biding and worship every inch of masters flesh!! He address me with "very good sissy boy. I have something special for you to do tonight." 

   "Yes master, please do with your slaves flesh as you please!!"

     "Oh my cum boy, I will. But first know that your God is having some friends over tonight! You will serve my friends in any way they desire! You need to know that they are God's as far as your lowly ass is concerned! Your flesh is theirs to do with as they please!!" 

   "Yes master yes, I understand. My flesh is only for their pleasure"! "And yours master"!

     "Exactly my lil  sissy boy"! "But tonight is a very important night....for you slave"...,,"tonight is the night that you are marked!...." "Tonight is your branding slave!!" Hearing that word...branding...sent a shock wave of fear down my spine!! The images of  cows being branded flooded my mind and fear flooded my heart and every pore.! I lowered my head respectfully and said, "oh master please, I'm not ready for that kind of pain, please master know that im begging you to pity me, please. I beg you to have mercy on me!!" "Master I'll do anything that master wants, anything, but please I'm terrified of the red hot brand" I said as big tears started flowing down my cheeks, and deep sobs of fear rocked my body!!

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subbot99​(masochist male){I am colla} - Thank you my wonderful friend. I look forward to your words.
6 years ago

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