Of course I know that begging for his mercy was not going to help me. But master enjoys my pitiful slave begging! Just another thing I'm made to do so he can get sadistically sexually charged! I was so deep into masters control that I was losing the ability to do anything BUT satisfy masters desires! I was a lost soul. Funny thing how hard my cock gets just hearing master return home at night or even the sight of his feet as he aproches me to do with me as he pleases. Even during the most brutal torture i stay rock hard! Of course I have never been allowed to cum, and probably never will be allowed as long as I serve my (this) master!! I don't know if you ever heard of blue balls but not cumming for so long makes my balls swell up and become very sore to just a touch!! Walking is very painful now as my balls hit my thick thighs with every step!! Anyway master walked me on all fours and lead me to the downstairs bathroom which had a stout lock on the outside of the door. He removed my padlock and tow chain from my neck that only comes off when I am allowed to shower, about every 3 days. I was finally allowed to releave my self from holding my water all day. As soon as I was done, I dropped to my knees before my lord. "Ok sissy boy, get cleaned up. Tonight is a special night for us. Know that if you preform well tonight and service my friends properly, I may leave you unbound in your closet till tomorrow." Master said.
"Oh master I'm not worthy of such kindness."
As he was turning to lock me in the bathroom for my shower he paused and said "oh and make sure that you are clean inside and out slave. Do not disappoint me tonight boy, you may not live to service me another day!" With that he slid his right foot with a spotless leather lofer on, under my bowed head. I bent my arms so I could kiss his shoe. I said "thank you my lord" as he left and I heard the deadbolt lock engage to lock me inside the windowless bathroom. I took a few breaths and got to my bath. Omg the small pleasures of a cum slave!! The water felt so awesome as it washed away the sweat from hanging for hours in the unventalated closet. After I was done with the washing and drying of masters property (me) I caught a glimpse of myself in the small mirror. Omg I was shocked!! I had lost weight and the wounds of the frontal whipping we're so obvious! My eyes looked haunted and I immediately dropped my eyes as even looking into my own eyes was very difficult for a well punished slave. I flossed and brushed my teeth then I filled the enima bag with warm water and cleaned my "inside." Finishing this I knelt on the tiled floor in the hup position and awaited what was to come. And come it did!!