I try not to be much of a whiner but when does the ache go away when a deep relationship ends? In all of my guarded life I have NEVER looked back at a relationship as much as I have in the past few days. 2 months ago I was a strong, emotionally independant, hard, snarky, and sassy woman with a sharp tongue. Now I am a little girl standing lonesome in the middle of the road waiting to be found by the one I lost. WTF. Here is one of those times when I look back and think to myself lesson learned. I will be stronger, better and more confident when the ache is gone.
Scars from the past feel like they have been picked open. However, I have felt what I want in a D/s relationship. Lesson learned.
With a little time I will move forward as a confident submissive with a clearer definition of what I am looking for.