TopezSky Words

I write my truth. I need a safe space to express my desires, fantasies, needs.

Lonely

2 years ago. June 8, 2021 at 5:06 AM

I feel like I don't fit.

Not here.

Not anywhere.

I have desires.

Fantasies.

I don't know how to get them fulfilled.

It's not because there aren’t men around.

I want to feel attraction and desire.

I want to feel wanted.

Like a woman you need.

I want to be a needed.

Not simply a hole you can fill.

I am lonely.

In my bones lonely.

I can feel me giving up hope of ever having the kind of deep connection, care, and trust I crave.

I may have to settle for sex.

I want to want you.

To reach out with trembling fingers and trace your taunt and muscular chest, abdomen then lower...

Until my hand reaches your manhood and I have the courage to hold you, firm.

I want to want to get on my knees for you.

To put you in my mouth and make you shiver.

I want to lick you.

Stroke you.

Suck you with my mouth while fondling your sac with my feather-light touch.

I want you to want my so badly

You fuck my face.

Forcing my head back...

As drops of your sweet pre-semen seeps from the corner of my mouth.

You pull me up off of my knees and and sit me on your lap as you enter my wet, hot pussy...

hungry...

..for you.

I wrap my legs around your waist as your strong hands palm my ass and you fill me with you.

It's too much.

It’s too good.

You're too much.

Too good.

I try to move but you hold me in place.

You start to whisper to me.

Dark secrets I can't even write.

You lay me on the bed and you soften.

Something in you changed.

Desire has melted into care.

I see you bathe me.

Tend to my body.

Touch me soft.

And I cry.

06/07/21

Kelpi - Many of us now find ourselves wanting needing and desiring to feel someone's touch. Not just on ourselves but on them. To feel a finger tip slowly tracing around a jaw line to feel the outline of the lips. Slowly running the fingers in hair to feel the softness. sliding a palm down the back to the curve of a hip. The lips finding the curve of the shoulder and following the path up to the neck and ears. The tip of the tongue licking it's way from the chin down the throat to the valley of desire. The need to hear the sounds of pleasure we give that one. It is more than a need and yet so much more than a hunger in our soul that needs to feast on the pleasure we give our partner. It is something only they can give us and only we can share. It is more than love and yet it is a craving we have to have and give to be loved.

2 years ago

TopezSky(sub female) - This beautiful. You wrote what I was trying to say. Wow. Thanks. Thanks for getting it and for understanding...

2 years ago

TreasureMe(sub female){Belonging} - Sky, this is absolutely beautiful. I was lost in your words. I felt them in my core because I understand your longing. *hugs to you from a sub who gets it*

2 years ago

TopezSky(sub female) - Thanks sis. I appreciate you taking the time to read my words and to leave some love. Thank you deeply. I love the movie “Breakin’l too. You blog suggests starting at the beginning. It looks like you started your blog in 2016. Am I at start there?

2 years ago

TreasureMe(sub female){Belonging} - You're so welcome love. It was a pleasure to read your words.

Regarding my blog, it's honestly not necessary. But up to you. If you go back that far, there's tons of info of my journey in chronological order. Although my writing has changed alot since the beginning. I'd love to know your thoughts though. Feel free to message me anytime at all.

2 years ago

Voldemort(dom male) - A cry from your deepest core if ever there was one.

2 years ago

TopezSky(sub female) - Yep. I appreciate you hearing it.

2 years ago

dollMaker(dom male) - Feeling wanted, needed, desired, not an after thought is something D types want too. Lonely, yep, I have that T shirt.

2 years ago

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TopezSky​(sub female)

TopezSky Words

Lonely

TopezSky(sub female)