First..... And probably, the last.
So, it was a sudden turn of events. Sir DaddE talked to me, shared with me about himself and ma'am, told me to give a chance to be their sub/slave. We talked about it in depth and he sated many of my fears.
For instance, someone had told me that being turned on by calling you dom daddy means you have sexual desires for your father. That was quite a ewww thought because I respect my dad immensely. Sir cleared to me that that is absolutely not true and explained it as well.
He cleared a lot many of my fears (also, secretly, they both look very cute together). So, I chose to give it a go. We had decided to give it a go online at first, since they live half world away from me. Sir gave me tasks, both sexual and otherwise, and I had SO MUCH FUN doing them all. It was both a turn on and enjoyable.
Although, by the end of 24 hrs it was clear to me that I might be a sub (that's for sure now lol) but I'm definitely not made for online domination (that's also sure). It made me uncomfortable, uncertain and very insecure.
Sadly, around the same time, maam realised that she isn't very comfortable with polys and sir and ma'am decided to talk it out. I wish them both good luck in sorting this out and finding their perfect missing piece.
And I learned that I don't have daddy issues, I don't like online domination and I don't like sharing XD
It was a nice experience all things considered.
Thankyou Sir DaddE and best wishes to you.
Xo