5 years ago. March 16, 2019 at 1:05 AM
After a few months of not acting the way I normally am, I find myself checking out this site to distract my mind and no more than 5 minutes later see my ex's profile.
I felt my heart drop to my stomach cause I wasn't expecting it, and because I've been hating myself for opening up and giving so much of me.
Maybe I'm being selfish and just felt bad cause he's trying to move on while I feel stuck.
Leaving the pity party behind, I want you all to know I've been trying to move on but no matter how hard I try, I keep believing we still have a chance. Am I an emotional masochist and don't even know it?
Anyways, you think it was a coincidence or am I just really unlucky?