I haven't been here in agesss, but I guess you always go back to where you feel your best hahah
The other day I was having a conversation with a friend and it took me by surprise when I realized I hadn't been with people from the community in a long time and that was because I was a scary cat!
I feel like the type of relationship you build when you're into the so many different things we're into, trust, respect and self love are bigger deals than in any other "regular" relationship and I didn't know it till I had that conversation, but I guess I was avoiding the intensity that comes from having a relationship with a Dom/Master or anyoneeee else in the community because it meant you really had to trust someone 200% more and maybe I wasn't ready to do it again, but I am now.
I miss it! I miss not being in control of EVERYTHING and I miss being able to relax around people who truly understand the lifestyle.