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Plain Jane

Well I am just a plain Jane with simple thoughts. Bdsm is new and I love learning about it. One day I may have a relationship. I have tried a couple of times but have come to realize I get attached fast and that is not a good thing. So for now going to continue my learning.
3 years ago. August 7, 2020 at 2:43 AM

Do you think there’s a misfit sub island? Could there be? Should there be? 

I mean the lost boys in Peter Pan had an island. Never Never land and then there’s the misfit toys they had an island of misfit toys. So really why not. An island for the misfit subs. 

am I the only one that feels like a misfit? Like I don’t belong. Like I’m the weirdest duck ever. 

all of this is so new to me. And what’s worse is I get a definition for something from one person. To only get a whole different definition from someone else. 

“Ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhh.......... really. But what freaks me out the most is I think I get it........ I really do....... I think to a degree each definition is in the eye of the beholder. I think people make the definitions work for their own personal lifestyles. How far they’re willing to go. 

I feel like a misfit toy today. Like I don’t belong anywhere. Like no matter how hard I try I won’t make it. I feel defeated. I feel like I don’t care, and like I don’t want to care either. Like I want to tell the whole world to go pound sand up it’s ass. I’m tired emotionally, physically and most definitely mentally. 
I’m tired of being life’s kickball. Like no matter how hard I work or how long I work it just isn’t enough. 
im tired of being alone and feeling alone. I feel like I should have a funeral for my soul mate that I  never got to meet. Maybe it’s my souls funeral I don’t know. BUTT 🤣😂😆” ok made me feel a little better”. Yes my favorite word. 
maybe my whole life has been gods freaking hallmark channel. Ohhh for the love of potatoes it’s been a darn horror movie. 

oh well it’s how I feel for the night. Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow I will do the same thing I do everyday. Plan on how to take over the world, Pinky take over the world. Or just my tiny piece of it anyway. 

Bunnie - You’re definitely not alone in feeling like a misfit. *hugs*
p.s... best references ever :D
3 years ago
Jack in the box -
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3 years ago
in fundo maris​(sub female) - I get some of this 100%. 🥀
3 years ago

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