Air outside cooling again
Snow on the ground
Inside, the heat turned up
Including my needs
Glass toy chilled
Pressed against me
Makes me hotter
I fantasize of a dream Ruler
To control my weather
The pull
The whip
The ice
The wax
The commands.
I understand my needs, my love. I understand yours.
You prefer vanilla, gentle, tender. I give you that.
I understand your needs, my heart.
You don't understand mine.
They buzz
Hum
Jiggle
Shake
But no match for your
Thump
Grind
Bump
Nibble
Nip
Smack.
I'm stuck inside for now.
Tie me up
Tie me down
Make me suck you
Upside down.
Putty for your hands
Ready for your
Demands.
At night
While you sleep
My eyes open, fantasies take me deep.
I love you, you know. I indulge your kinks.
Dominating is hard for me.
But you love it.
I need your place
Our roles reversed.
I please myself thinking of your control.
Work closed...stuck home.
I need relief.
On my mind ALL day.
Hubby doesn't know how to play.
I dream...
Chained against the back of the shed.
Exposed. Ropes rubbing...there.
The still-cool air caressing nipples.
A new, shiny, leather and satin collar placed on my waiting neck.
Dream Master towering over me
Nipping my neck.
My excitement making my body vibrate with need.
The restraint, the anticipation, the sensation...
I wake. Wet, throbbing. I bring my husband coffee.
"Can we?" I show him my need.
The vanilla love just stokes the flames.
Gotta wait a week
But my need is highest now...
Being a woman can be frustrating
Being a sub can be awesome
Imaginary Sir, Daddy, Master,
All I ask while we wait:
My nipples nipped
Tied and whipped
That denial makes it oh-so-good
Tell me no, Sir, to the shower
My hormones are raging
My body is blazing
Make me deny myself
It'll make our next meeting so much fun.
My hubby so sweet
But no Dom I keep.
"Hold still,"
You command.
I bite my lip.
I feel the wand tickling my inner thigh.
My arms bound above my head.
I cannot see.
I know what's coming.
You found my toy that "finishes the job"
It's no replacement for you
I tense with excitement
I can feel myself bloom, tender, swollen, ready...
I wake, wet, throbbing. Another dream.
I crave that ownership that marriage doesn't cover.
I fantasize a shadow that pushes me to release.
The One that will Make. It. Hurt.
I dreamed last night
Hot dripping wax
St. Andrews
Back open for you to see
Dress in shreds at my feet
I tremble in anticipation
Whip? Paddle? Rope?
Ice.
"No, you may not, yet."
Pleasure denied.
I need that orgasm. You know it.
You unlock me.
Make me kneel.
"Open your mouth."
Your hot, throbbing member pumps my throat.
I can't help it. I start moaning. You know how I love
To please.
Your cumslut for as long as you want.
Striped panties
Stripped
Grab the rope
The whip
I lick my lips
My body begging for
A flick of your wrist.
A drip of wax
Or myself
Hits my leg
My body is begging...
When my lanyard caught today
The chain on my throat
I throbbed to a private beat.
When we connect, love,
You only scratch the surface.
Those orgasms can be so much bigger.
My dreams are so hot, steamy, wet.
I see a rope, I heat up.
I crave spankings.
When the vanilla just won't do.