Two teams against each other on the field. Ancient rites of mastery, even today.
Alone, ignored, I'm hot, sticky, sweet with need
I crave a bite of forbidden dessert
Those feelings dripping off my spoon
Cherry coated in lust
I need a bite...just once more.
I. Try.
Be what you want
I'm not a Domme
I'm a brat
rope bunny
primal
sub
But I love you
And I put on the mask
Of control
Rather than the collar
Of submission
My house becomes my playground
I wear the cuffs
I crave a Controller.
It seems we are Really Alike
But you won't share.
I fantasize.
I hope
You will relent
And take control.
I like to purr
Snuggle in your lap
Pet me
I will wear your collar
Play with me
I like toys
I love cream
O Master
Let me be your pet
My dream woke me up
Feeling ghostly bites
Drips of imaginary wax
The silent sounds of smacks on my bottom
My gagged cries of pleasured pain
Sent chills down my spine
Made me feel warm
Moist deep below
I can't wake you
You don't understand
But you love me
And that's our trade
Torn
Between a need to serve
A need to be served
I crave being guided, trained
Miss being a sub
To a Dom/me
I married a sub
Now I switch
It makes him happy
Us stronger
But still, I feel
That need
That quiet fire never fades
I want to be in your place, love
Rule me
Spank me
The craving grows.
He's a sub!
Learning how to Switch
Still seeking Dominance
He doesn't want to share
Yet
Like a splash of red on empty white walls
Like a pressure on my chest while I sleep
My need is there.
At work
When no one's watching,
I rock in place.
I hide in stalls
I pinch myself.
At home,
I lurk online
I watch things
Naughty.
Spankings,
leather
cords
chains
I feel the need grow
When my so sweet, so gentle husband comes to bed for me
I imagine bites where he kisses
Smacks where he rubs
Paddles where he massages.
My need is
Climbing the walls.
When I am alone,
I smack, tug,
bite my fingers
my breasts
So my need will let me rest.
The sun comes up
My need climbs with it.
Finally free of the walking cast
I walk to you
"Let's play"
"OK"
Gentle as always
"Did I hurt you?"
"You never do"
I get on my hands and knees
"Let's play"
"OK"
Gentle as always
"Was it good for you?"
"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself."
Our days are the same
Always gentle, always sane
Make me lose control
Take it.
Strap me.
Tie me.
Spank me.
Make 'em jiggle.
Make me wriggle.
Make me black out
From your hard motions
Your turgid body
Your control of me.
I ask.
I suggest.
I write.
I read.
I whisper.
I lick.
I tell.
I yell.
Always the same.
I want to be faithful.
And happy.
My Love,
You flip out
Something trivial
Triggers bad feelings
You feel so intensely.
I walk away, unappreciated, upset, disrespected.
You want to make up.
I kiss you.
You think it's something more
I'm angling for.
I don't want it,
but you do.
I give in to you.
Amazing make-up sex? For you.
You do ask me if I wanted it. I told you the truth.
It breaks your heart.
I hate being another brick in your wall of pain.
I carry this guilt
That night
Haunts me even today.
I told you not to worry
But I'm still hung up on it.
Another long day
I slip back into the arms of Morpheus
I dream...
Sucking you dry, no hands
You use my throat as you wish
Your pleased words
"Yes, my little cum-slut,"
"You learn well,"
Make me excited, too
You know how sensitive I am
Pleasuring you is enough...
When you stroke the back of my neck
I know I was successful
But I don't want to stop, I refuse to miss a drop
"You know what you're doing, you little brat."
I smile, the cat who's got your cream...
"Stand up," you command.
I stand, leisurely
"I've got plans for you tonight."
My eyes brighten
I've been aching for this for so long
Ropes?
My heart is full of hope...