So I had made my mind up to pack this in, the search for a sub, slut, lover, FB. I had had enough (it is not me that is suppose to be being humiliated). Then there was a girl (on a different site). She was just so. . . Nice. She seemed to really like me. Then, a bit like the others, she disappeared. She didn't ghost me, she closed her profile. She just might come back, but I dought it. She was nice but I am not sure if she was a genuine sub. I asked several times and she said it was what she wanted.
I do not know why that encouraged me to give it a bit longer. If anything it should have discouraged me. In any case I am giving it a bit longer. But not for ever. Six months at the most, thats August. Or maybe I will give it until my birthday (in September).
After that I will focus on collecting stamps, or I will get a pet gold fish.
