4 years ago. Friday, September 17, 2021 at 5:27 PM
I found myself wondering why I am back here after losing the love of my life.
At first I thought.. I don't know why. Then had the lightbulb moment.
It is simply that I miss this - and this was a big part of our lives together. There is a kind of comfort in coming here.
Sharing this part of our lives with family or friends will never happen. This is my secret place. I can read his profile, his notes sent to me here.
And -- I can connect with others who get to see a part of me that is usually hidden.
So while I am not really looking for a relationship beyond friendship right now I am grateful to have a safe space to be me.
