I'm so tired of the fight and struggle. I find myself getting depressed, and feeling like things will never change.
I'm stuck in this place. It feels like a nightmare of groundhogs day. I wake up and everything is the same. It's not better like it was supposed to be.
The future only looks darker that yesterday. Storms are coming that even at my strongest I may not survive.
I'm not a leader. Surely I will fail and fall.
I didn't ask for this, I never wanted it. I can't run from it. It paralyzes me.
I'm not asking for help, I don't want sympathy! It only makes the feelings worse.
Sometimes it just hurts Im angry and I have to let it out.
I'm aware this post may seem like a cry for help. It's not. I'm just venting due to insomnia. Writing my thoughts out helps ease them.
Thanks for reading my blogs. I'll get back to the happy me soon. ?
