Have you ever been in a long term vanilla relationship, and kept your kinks private?
My first relationship (pure vanilla) was like that. He in his 20's, I was 19. Over time we grew together, inseparable at one point, we loved each other deeply. (15 years) We began to reveal kinks to each other, it was like a game. But the more we explored, we realized our kinks didn't mesh. He was the one who opened my eyes to the kink world, introducing me to his kinks. When I began to discover my own, and what I liked, we found out in the kink world, we were oil and water.
Ultimately it was a major factor (not the only reason) in deciding to end our relationship. He didn't like my kinks, nor did I enjoy his. We separated on mutual terms, and are still friends to this day.
I don't regret the time we had, I learned alot about myself as a person. I just wish it had come out sooner, and we had been more open with each other. The outcome would have been the same, without the kinks, but at the same time it would have saved alot of hurt and pain that wasn't necessary on both sides.
Have you ever revealed a kink that was rejected by your partner? How did you deal with it?