Adventures with one's soul

" If a poet writes to save his soul, he may save the souls of others" - Richard Eberhart.

Ok.. I have decided to try to write a story..

It's has been a long long time since I have wrote anything let alone a story so this will be a process ( just like everything in life).

I will probably post it piece by piece and honestly don't know how it will go yet, but gotta take risk to get anywhere..

Was introduced to this one and it beautiful

Still not at the point to start blogging again yet, so for now you will just have to learn something of me by the music...

May you all have an amazing and magical weekend.

I want to thank all the wonderful people on here who took their time to read my blog and the friendships that I started to develop.

With that being said I'm not sure if I will continue on the cage.

I started reading the blogs so that I could better understand the Doms perspective so that I could be the best sub that I could be for my Sir.

The blogging started because during researching and learning more about the lifestyle. I saw how subs kept journals or their Doms assigned them writhing task. So I began these, and they became a daily read to my Sir. 

He encouraged me to keep doing them and get back into my writing. Even though he wished that I continue to blog here..

Right now I'm not sure that I emotionally could handle that at this moment.

I have thought about writing about this chapter in my life as it was a beautiful chapter. If I do so I will most likely share that here.

He has told me that I should continue in the lifestyle because he says that I am a really good sub, but to be honest it took me 2 years to get to the point of allowing myself to submit.. Like I previously said I did the research to better myself, but because I wanted to be my best self for him. Not a random person but the man I had known a long time and are friends.

I am leaving my profile as is, because I am not looking for another and as I told him last night. I don't want another one and even though he says he sees that the lifestyle is part of me... I'm not ready nor do I know if I will continue in the lifestyle..

This was something truly special for me that we shared.

Best believe I am enjoying every last minute and drop that I can drain...

Guess there is more to me than just a bratty sub...

Who knew.. I did, he is finding that out.

True love is when you want the other to be happy even if it's not with you, and letting them go after without guilt.

Lot easier to say than to do.

Sometimes you just need a day of music..