Who am I ?????
I know i have wrote a lot about being in the shadows and there is a reason for it.
In the shadows is the real me and I have no clue where he is. I haven't been the real me for a very long time. I'm not happy or even love myself right now.
I know this is the first step to finding me again. Who ever I am. I am trap in the shadows until i can find who i am. I have had so many different personas that i have lost the real me. Now its time to find him and bring him out and hope he will be happier then i have ever been. I hope he can love who he is. Like i never has. So how can i love someone else when i don't love myself I can't do it. I know it will be a long and hard road to walk but i have to do it alone. No one can walk it with me. Well they can help guild me but they can't do the work for me and I'm not asking anyone to. Because i have to learn how to trust myself and have more believe in myself. When i look in the mirror i dont know who is looking back. Haven't in so long.
