Adine's thoughts

I have come to the conclusion that possibly I am not one of those people call a natural born Sub or slave. I am probably what some might call a voluntary sub/slave.
I do not view my self as less than a man. Looking back on my interactions with people and my behavior when I have met someone who assumes to much. Instead of submitting and letting go I want to reach through the screen and punch them in the nose then shake them until they apologize. Not a very sub or slave like mentality I think.
Do I want to be owned? Sure. But until that time, I am equal to everyone but the one I agree to submit to.
I have an image in my mind of myself holding a collar and chain. One I imagine giving to the one I will submit to. Maybe the collar and chain is what I would have put on a slave had I decided to be come a Domme or Mistress. But instead I have decided to give it to my Dom or Master. To the world we will be the closest of friends but in reality He will be my Master and I his slave.