Dancing in darkness and solitude

Why does a dom go out of their way to contact you, tell you they want to be friends and they’re there if you want to talk, then as soon as you share just a little bit about your life bam suddenly Casper the ghost all over again???.

It used to bother me but now it just makes me laugh, and this time in record time no less! Half a day?.

All it took was a little bit about myself for said person to just stop responding and block me. Not even a sorry it’s not going to work or ANYTHING. 

People really crack me up seriously ?

Sometimes people hurt us, and they don’t even know it. They don’t know how or why, a lot of the time they may not even realize they’ve done it.

The question then is are they really the one who’s hurt us? Or are they just a mirror we’re looking into, reflecting the past and reminding us of a time where this hurt took place, bringing it back into our consciousness as a warning to be more careful, to be cautious of our reaction and therefore hopefully the outcome.

Just another way our inner selves try to protect us, by projecting this onto our future situations. 

This in some ways means we are protecting ourselves from...ourselves, because our prior choices and actions led to the reason we now need to analyze and be cautionary with the next action. Sure there were other parties and factors in play, but the point is be careful because sometimes we can be our own greatest fans or biggest threats to growth and expanding our limits.

There’s the sexy grrrr pounce on you kinda good,

there’s the lazy don’t move from the blanket burrito inside a tent fort good,

there’s the cuddle me deep after f*#ing me every which ways good,

the look in his eyes when he’s sees you all gussied up for him good,

the naughty sparkle kinda good when you can see his hand twitching and itching to get at you good,

the sass em and laugh it off good when you put someone rude in their place in the sweet~est way!!

The feeling when you pout and get you’re way cause he knows it’ll make you melt like butter (and he’s a teensy bit of a softie/sweetheart),

The good when he grabs you and pushes you against he wall, letting you feel every inch of his hands all over you, marking you, molding you to his skin,

when you bite him and he bites you back!! (You know you just moaned)?

rubbing yourself over his face, neck, everywhere to mark him with your sent and get him all riled up,

when you jump on him and he spins you round, or carries you off fireman style (hubba hubba) 

so so many more to come ??

So so many times we get distracted or side tracked, I get the feeling I’ve been rather oblivious to what’s around me for a while now ^.^ in the end I know a little bit more about myself now and it’s getting a bit easier to break again. Still don’t know where I’m going yet but looking forward to the journey and discoveries along the way!

Hiya all?☺️ 

Some of you may have noticed I’ve been rather quiet lately, been doing a lot of internal work and self care, needed time to focus and flex my wings a bit. 

I’ve been increasingly curious about what others littles do when they feel sad/down/out of sorts and was wanting ideas for a little care package/rescue/tlc kit depending on the need for it, would love some feedback on you go to’s (besides the usual coloring, stuffies and sweets??).

I know bubbles help me a lot as do ?  and ?, would love to hear more from the lovely ladies!

Thanks in advance and sending ? bubbles and hugs!! 

For whoever needs to see this right now or is going through it.

I keep getting asked am I still looking for a dom? Somewhere in between my profile stating I’m only looking for friendship and this there seems to be some confusion so I will happily clarify ?!

I am no “looking” for anything, I am currently in the process of working on myself-goals, self care and self discipline to name a few things (as many of the doms who’ve recently spoken with me will attest to).

I'm in a happy place where I’m getting to know, value and appreciate ME because let’s face it how could anyone else ever be expected to do so if I can’t even do it myself???? there will always be work and room for improvement, and I’m sure when my daddy finds me he will also find many many things that can be improved upon but it won’t be for lack of trying! He will be damned proud of me and know that I did it all for him, while patiently waiting and biding my time till we’re both ready and come together at the right time for US. No rush stress or worry involved.

I don’t just want some random person who says they’re a dom and wants to tell me what to do. I’m waiting for the real deal, my ALPHA and my DADDY DOM, and everything I have will be kept tightly locked up and sealed away till he decides to set it free. 

I have no question in my mind that when he calls I will answer, there will be no hesitation, no question or holding back, there will be no part of me that I will need or want to hide.

Many will think I’m a naive little thing, and that’s all good because that works for me-you don’t see fairies or get to ride a unicorn if you don’t BELIEVE and that’s something I’ve never had a problem with???‍♀️? I believe my daddy is out there looking for me, maybe he’s already seen me or maybe he’s still scouting the horizons wondering where I’m at??⛅️??.

The point is I’m not looking, I’m waiting like his perfect little girl for him, and thinking of everything I will say to him when he finds me!???☺️.

A few songs that explain it a little better ? have a great one all!!