Dancing in darkness and solitude

To heartbreak

Thank you for breaking me wide open
And giving birth to a new me

To dissatisfaction
Thank you for helping me to unlock my greatness
And see the potential that lies within me

To failure
Thank you for alerting me to what isn't working
And allowing me to gain greater experience, understanding and clarity

To envy
Thank you for mirroring back to me
What I secretly desire
And wish to become and achieve

To loneliness
Thank you for teaching me to comfort myself
And better appreciate my own company

To betrayal
Thank you for alerting me to those
Who aren’t operating from a place of truth and authenticity

To rejection
Thank you for redirecting me
And for teaching me to love myself enough to let go of those who are no longer aligned with me

To abandonment
Thank you for teaching me to show up for myself fully
When others fail to show up for me

To pain
Thank you for giving me space
To feel my feelings non-judgementally
And heal and mend from what has hurt me

And to myself
Thank you for being strong enough to honour these experiences
And allow them to empower you
To heal, grow, evolve, transform
And become all that you are capable of being.

Author: Tahlia Hunter

I had this clay once when I was much younger and loved working with it, but my mom made it dissappear once she realized over baking it could lead to toxic fumes ????. It's amazing fun though and little me so wants to play wif it again ?...

One of the things I love to do is watch anime and get lost in another world. It started when I was younger as a bonding thing between my brothers and I. It ended up being a much loved past time and I've seen some amazing stories and characters this way. Ironically we had begun to watch the series in Japanese with sub title and since then I always watch in the original with subs, I just can't sit and listen to the English dubs it don't carry the same energy and emotions across ??. 

One of my first anime and most loved characters is Naruto, and this is the theme song for the end of the first season. It's stuck in my head past few days and just thought I would share.

Naruto symbolizes so many wonderful and hopeful attributes that I wish people would embrace and share more, he will always be one of my favorite heroes❤️?. 

I crave communication like I crave a spank on my ass.

The deep seated need to have the firm imprint on my flesh, heating my skin and marking me mind and soul, reminding me that I'm revered, cherished and loved.

The words whispered to me while the flurry of blows change the hue of my soft white flesh to shades of pink and red too.

The whisper of skin to skin will be strong and intense, just like the waves of adrenaline that surge through me at the sound of your voice. The look in your eyes when you visually devour me will have me dripping with want and need to please, between my kneeling, sitting and desperately not wiggling. And the sweet sweet delight of the mental high when you tell me that I'm yours in that sensual growl because I'm the best girl, it will make me melt even more because I'm finally safe in your arms, in your heart and in your mind...

Sadly this is still just a dream but oh what a wonderous one to hold on to??❤️

Respect works both ways. 

Getting to know me and/or my little side takes TIME. It takes effort, consistency and a hell of a lot of reassurance and patience.

Earning my submission requires consistency, going above and beyond what I've experienced in the past and proving to me beyond a shadow of a doubt that you AREN'T just like all the other dick swinging know it all talking out their asses wannabe or instant doms. 

Saying you're a daddy and addressing me as little one, after stating that you love intelligent and intriguing conversations, only to continuously ask me what a good girl I am, what I crave and if something turns me on isn't going to cut it. 

Too many frogs, too much hot air and empty spaces in my mind, heart and life. 

It is going to take a beast of a man to own me and encompass my mind and soul enough to earn my body, my submissiveness and my fiery delightful personality, and I'M OKAY WITH THAT. 

I deserve to be loved and adored, as a little/middle, as a woman, submissive and as a parner. 

If you can't have the courtesy to read my profile and at least do some rudimentary reading of my blogs don't waste my time or yours because you will be disappointed. 

I am a vixen with a heart and soul more rare than a snowflake, and I will love cherish and adore my Daddy in ways he could never even imagine. And be he beast or man I will be his angel and princess. I love my little side, I adore and am so proud of my middle. I am humbly grateful and empowered by my submissiveness and I am awed and still learning about my feminine traits and parts of me. I cannot wait to explore my primal side with my Daddy, just like I can't wait to delight in my masochism and rope bunny training and practices. 

But those things are for US-him and me, not anyone else. And I know he will understand and be willing to work with me and through my barriers and walls to gain that side of me in time. 

Not mine just had to share!

A MESSAGE FOR MEN...

I get a lot of random messages on here from strange men asking what turns me on.
So, I thought I might just put it out there because I think I speak for a lot of women on this and I’m here to help.
Do you want to know what turns me on? What makes me burn for you?
What makes us breathless? What awakens every passionate instinct and unwraps every layer of fiery feminine sensuality?
Go to freaking therapy.
Do your inner work.
Heal yourself.
Lead yourself.
Be brave enough to get uncomfortable for the sake of wholeness and depth.
Be willing to build your emotional muscle so your arms are strong enough to hold the fire of an awakened woman.
Be open enough to lean into a level of depth you’ve never experienced.
Talk.
Be humble enough to admit that you don’t know everything.
Go deep.
Get real.
Stop hiding behind surface-level sex.
Evolve.
Confront what you need to confront so you can move forward without the shadow of your past.
Stop thinking that vulnerability is weakness. It takes a GIANT of a wild man to get vulnerable and it’s HOT.
Stop running from magic when it’s exactly what you need.
Stop telling yourself she’s too much when the reality is you’re just afraid to be enough.
Lead yourself so you can lead ME.
Believe that you can handle it. Act accordingly.
Be the safe space. The strong ground. The calm for her storm.
Do this and you’ll find your Goddess. Do this and you’ll be taken to a place of wholeness and ecstasy you didn’t know existed and likely wouldn’t have found on your own.
Do this… and you’ll be home.

P.S. Sisters -do the same or stop complaining.?

Author: Gina Caruso Hussar

Weird that I find this kind of thing exciting? Fascinated to see what they manage to do next!