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Dancing in darkness and solitude

5 years ago. August 3, 2019 at 10:43β€―PM

After a very eventful month, lots of insightful experiences and happenings I’m suddenly feeling very lost and self aware. It feels like I’ve suddenly jumped back into another chapter of myself, ages and books ago, a whole other  version of myself.

As I sit here and try to ponder why, try to think of the reasons behind it and just find some balance again I realize I’ve lost track of my goals and the person I’m trying to become, and all for the want of trying to help and be supportive of others. I’m right back at me again and it’s glaringly obvious how badly I neglect myself in comparison to how well I care for and look after others. Now I just need to tap into why and figure out how to make it work for me instead of against me 😂😂🤣.

It’s time I began to set down roots and find my place, and yet strangely it feels right, I don’t feel anything negative about this other than an overwhelming sense of being emotionally drained.

Sending out bubbles of hugs and rainbows of love!

Angelnthedark​(switch female) - Sending them right back to you as I can relate..
5 years ago
Little moon​(sub female){Not lookin}Verified member - Thank you and it’s good to know I’m not the only oneπŸ˜…πŸ˜‚ feel so ditzy, but now I’m going to make it my mission
5 years ago
Angelnthedark​(switch female) - The hardest part is noticing that is what you are doing. Than as long as you have people to keep you accountable it can be easy to get out of it and back to where you were..plus everything has a lesson to teach us. We seem to repeat the lessons until we fully learn them.
5 years ago
Little moon​(sub female){Not lookin}Verified member - β˜ΊοΈπŸ€— still working on the people thing but thank you I am doing my best to embrace it and learn from it thank goodness yes!πŸ™‚πŸ™ƒπŸ˜‰
5 years ago

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