After a very eventful month, lots of insightful experiences and happenings I’m suddenly feeling very lost and self aware. It feels like I’ve suddenly jumped back into another chapter of myself, ages and books ago, a whole other version of myself.
As I sit here and try to ponder why, try to think of the reasons behind it and just find some balance again I realize I’ve lost track of my goals and the person I’m trying to become, and all for the want of trying to help and be supportive of others. I’m right back at me again and it’s glaringly obvious how badly I neglect myself in comparison to how well I care for and look after others. Now I just need to tap into why and figure out how to make it work for me instead of against me ???.
It’s time I began to set down roots and find my place, and yet strangely it feels right, I don’t feel anything negative about this other than an overwhelming sense of being emotionally drained.
Sending out bubbles of hugs and rainbows of love!
