Just when I think things are getting a semblance of normalcy something else comes along and shakes my globe, unsettling it all again and causing more chaos.
Something that should have been an exciting, joyful and wonderful experience has now dragged along and become on of the most trying and emotionally exhausting periods of my life, and tainted the entire experience.
The journey forward instead of being an adventure is now shadowed with dark clouds of doom and gloom, emotional distress and great imbalance and although my mind and heart know I'm making the best decisions I can given the circumstances, that doesn't make it any easier to do.
Sometimes I wish everything could just fade away for a little while so I could actually breath again, if only for a little while.