May 25 ,2021
Time for a rewrite.
The part that needs to be listed at the time is something that has bothered me a great deal over that years... that is vanilla people that do not get what real bdsm is. Also that is some kind of abuse , of course it can be just as in any type of relationship. But people can also be a slave and masochist to someone with no abuse at all. Its not any different than someone that lets her mate shoot arrows at her in a performance. Its a deep trust and bond , love, honesty and communication type of relationship but deeper than any vanilla relationship can be . But we really cant expect vanilla people to get it ....
Master and I keep our profiles here but for the most part we are just living the lifestyle in private.
Its where we both are at at this time. Who knows what the future holds.
There was a time I had a need to write alot in public view in journals etc but for now that seems to rarely show up.
We also live the lifestyle on a more spiritual primal level than most people do. Its nice to converse as friends with people but for me its rare that i find people that i can really have a conversation with. Everyone is obsessed with followers or posting things to get followers. I myself used to be an attention whore but now that I have met my Master and Mate those needs dont seem to be there at least most of the time. I also am totally committed to Him . I am committed long term.
Over the years i have learned so many ways people can use me online so i try to keep my profile set in a way that its hard for people to do that.
I do have alot of experience and knowledge but i dont really share it for many reasons.
I have grown
I am still growing
I live with Mrmongoose in two different locations off and on.
I am easy to approach but my replies will match your tone.
I took my fetish list off because people can also attempt to use me or get into my mind that way. all that really need to know my fetishes is my Master.
The world goes darker but the light will never leave. We all need Balance. The universe is about balance.
We are interested in events bdsm
Pagan
Native American but right now our lives are extremely busy and we cant even catch a normal vacation.