After my fiasco, I was hesitant to talk to someone else, but I did. We seem to have hit the off, both definitely want the same things and have similar interests. He’s funny, playful, smart, sexy, very talented, and makes me smile and I look forward to his messages. He IS open AND honest. He understands my need to take things slow and build upon a friendship first. There are no games or expectations.
I’m a curious kitten and with a very inquisitive mind that I tend to ask a lot questions, especially when I meet someone. Isn’t that how you get to know a person? He was such a great sport in answering my 100 questions the other day, that in return I had to answer them also with some additional ones. Did not see that coming. Lol One of the questions brought up a conversation today in which it prompted me to start a dialogue revealing things about myself. Not negatively, but more informative. Well, I think I scared him and he may have run for the hills. 🤦🏼♀️ I offered and let him now the door is open for him to go at any given moment. I’d rather they know it’s an option than ghosting me.
I haven’t heard from him since this morning and I’m almost gun shy to reach out. This is the part I do not like of having to start over. My brain has already resolved to him checking out. I’m already missing him and can’t stop thinking about him. And, I can not stop but to wonder - can it be him? Can he be the one?
I will have to let it rest for night and see what tomorrow brings.
Good night to y’all.