Lately questions are what hit me. Mostly WHY?
why would they?
why did they?
why am I not?
why was I not?
why could he?
why didn’t he?
Then moving to the HOW?
When you strive to be an open and honest person, and more so, in this world - you are mostly met with the opposite of Lies, deceit, dishonesty, cheating...the list goes on.
It’s something that I don’t understand and I am trying to wrap my mind around. Maybe I’m being naive in believing that this LS is different than the vanilla world. Maybe because I have higher standards here where there is so much more at risk and expect, yes expect, people to uphold who they say they are and what they want.
I may never get the answers to my questions this juncture. But hope some day that my Daddy, whenever he may be, will be able to answer them.
holding onto hope.
