Is there another side to this forest? I am running out of patiences and my tolerance is running low. I do not understand what is wrong with being open and honest. Is that not what we want and strive for? I seem to still have these preconceived notions that there are people in this lifestyle who follow some kind of code of conduct. Maybe I am old school and believe that people should be held accountable for their actions and behaviors.
I have not been in this lifestyle long, but I do have standards and expectations. I am not selling myself short nor settling for anything less. If you are not able to meet them, then you are not for me and I am definitely not for you. I know my value and worth and my submission will only be given to the one worthy of it.
This part of the forest does not seem to be for me. It is Time to keep moving onto another path. Whether it leads me towards my destination or Temporarily redirects which route to take, I am discovering more of who I am and what I need and want in my life. I have spent most of my life compromising and giving in to appease and please others while putting aside my desires. Not any longer.
I know my true Master is out there and at the rate I am going, it will take time to find him. All I need is patience. Taking a deep breath and continuing along my journey enjoying the scenery as I come across them.
